Broken Soul l Julian Draxler

Month Eight

Eighth month with Jasmin was full of love. After amazing Christmas time we were closer than ever. And I liked it very much. It was like in seventh heaven. She opened to me completely. And If I say completely then I mean it.

- Laaast christmas I gave you my heaaarttt but the very next dayyyy you gave it awaaaay - I sang.

- Jule, it's January, please - Jasmine laughed at me.

- THIIIISSS YEAAAR TO SAVEEE ME FROM TEEEEEEAARSSSS! - I came closer to her.

- Tshhhh - she coverd my face with her hand.

- Just stop it stupid! I will do everything you want just staaaph!

- Everything? - I rised my eyebrows.

Have I ever said that in seventh month in your relationship we still haven't got sex? I know that this topic was hard for her so I didn't insist. I wanted only the best things for her and If she wasn't ready for it, there was nothing I could do. She was my little princess. But when I started to trust her that much and when she did that too I thought that getting intimate weren't wrong.

- Everythingggg - she kissed my neck. And collarbone. And chest...

- Jasmine we don't have to - I stopped her. But my body wanted it so much...

- But I want to do this - then she kissed my lips.

- Baby you sure? - I looked straight in her eyes. She looked at me too. I saw love in them. Love, honesty, passion, lust...

- I love you so much Julian and I trust you. I want to do this. I want to feel your love, your body. We were waiting a long time for it and I'm thankful you weren't intrusive. You're perfect boyfriend - she said truly. I kissed her temple.

- I love you too babygirl and I will never hurt you. You're safe with me - she smiled so widely.

I took responsibility of next action and laid her on the bed. I kissed her mouth then took off her shirt. I kissed her breasts, stomach and every visible bone.

- You're so pretty - I said. She took off my shirt and jeans. The next thing we took off was her jeans. We were only in our underwear.

- You sure, sure? or just sure? - I asked.

- I'm sure, sure. Let's do it - she smiled.

And the next thing I did was make love to her, tell her that she's beautiful, that she's so important to me. I felt so intoxicated by her. So in love. I was glad that we waited to have this moment. Because it was special. For me and for her.

- Thank you for waiting. And for making me feel loved again. I don't know what I would do without you babe - she kissed me.

Now I don't know what I will do without you...

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I'm sorry for any mistakes, english is not my first language. Hope you like it, greetings to you all xx