Broken Soul l Julian Draxler

Month Two

Second month with Jasmin was calm. Beside fact that I didn't see her for four weeks when she left me three days after the accident.
I can't say that I didn't think about her because I will lie. I thought about her everyday. Every single day she was in my mind. If she's alright? If something bad happened to her again? What with her family? For fucks sake I need answers. I helped her so I think that I deserve it. And in next two weeks I had opportunity to get some of them. Jasmin Müller were answering questions that were bothering me so much.

I don't know what would happen with my life If I didn't go to shop that morning. I just need some eggs for my breakfast and there she was, buying eggs too. She looked better. Her hair wasn't mess anymore. She had full make up on her face and she was wearing summer dress. Her body looked perfect in that beside few bruises which were still visible. I was staring at her for some time. She saw me too.
- Hhhello - I said shyly. She looked at me a bit scared.
- Please don't be scared. Can we talk maybe? - I tried to stay calm
- About what? - was the first words she said to me. I gulped.
- I-I... I don't know. Are you okay? You were in hospital? Police station? You did something?
- No and that's not your business - she answered and her eyes filled with tears.
What the fuck you said Draxler. She was raped, be more delicate.
- Maybe we could eat breakfast together?
- That's not the best idea - she looked at me with her big brown eyes.
- Please? I don't want to be pushy...
- Okay then - she said.

One thing I don't know in that time was that she had feelings for me. This girl saw hero in me, somebody who helped her in her worst and don't want nothing back. Somebody with who she felt more calm and safe. And what I was thinking? I wanted to know her better but hell yeah how hard is getting closer to the girl who was hurt in that way? What I am supposed to do? Can I touch her? Or it will scare her?
What's more she perfectly knew who I am. That I am Julian Draxler. And now I know that it was thing that helped me in that situation. That she felt less scared with public person who will not hurt her.

What I didn't knew was the fact that she will hurt me.