Broken Soul l Julian Draxler

Month Four

Fourth month with Jasmin was weird. Not weird in a bad way but in good. We were learning a lot of things about each other. Like this one when she told me about her favourite tea.

- I can't believe that your favourite is green tea with milk. Jasmin what the fuck is wrong with you? This one must taste terrible - I laugh at her.

- You're so unoriginal, green tea with milk is the best!

- I know that people in England drink something like that but babe, not green tea...

- You called me babe? - she grinned.

- Yeees? - I did it too.

- That's sweet - she kissed my cheek.

There were moments like this. Just small argument, which wasn't even argument. And her smile. She was happy, she was with me, safe, positive. I was falling in love with her more and more. Jasmin Muller is the sweetest and hottest girl alive. Just the best.

But there were sad moments too. When she just started to cry and yelling. And in that situations she just asked me her usual question.

Why me?

Why you Jasmin? Because you're the girl which I fall in love with. My perfect girl. We just can't fall in love with person beacuse we want. Love is the biggest power in the world for me. And it just happened that I fall in love with you. It's fate.

Usually it took me about 45 minutes to calm her down. I was kissing her temple, holding hand or messing with her hair and talking sweet nothings into her ear.

Once when you had your panic's attack it was time to make things between us official. I mean why not? I fell in love with you, you with me, we were dating and everything was okay.

- Jasmin, will you be my girlfriend...? - I said nervous. - Like official official?

She was speechless. Why didn't I say that earlier?

- Of course Jule! - she smiled and I kissed her. First time. That was big step for me and that she kissed me too.

Jasmin's psychic is complicated and I'm not surprised. She was raped, they really hurt her. It's not something to forget. It's something to stay in your mind for whole life. But in that time I was sure that I will help her with this and it won't be that important in the future. She will forget about it with time just a little bit and her psychic's state will be better.

Oh how wrong I was thinking like that....