Thoughts Of A Spotless Mind

Numbness

At This Point My Mind Is Conflicted & My Heart Does Not Want To Go On.

If I Stay Quiet , I Miss Out.

If I Talk Then I'm Talking Too Loud.

If I Stand Up, And Hold My Head High.

People Want To Chop Me Down.

I Want To Smile

All I Can Do Is Frown.

People Don't Know How Much Words Hurt Me .

They Stick To Me.

Minds While Be Tattooed On Me.

They Write It So Easily.

But It's So Hard To Get Off.

I Rub

And I Scrub

But These Negative Words Can't Get Off Of Me .

They Walk Around With Me.

& Try Yo Become Me.

So Far They Are Winning.

People Like Me Aren't Meant To Be Happy.

People Like Me Are So Ugly On The Outside.

That People Like You Say I'm Ugly On The Inside.

I'm Ugly

That Friend Nobody Wants.

The Second Choice Everyone Dreads.

Wish I Could Just Disappear Instead.

Sometimes I Just Want To Evaporate Into The Air.

Float Far Away , Without A Care.

There,

I Can Be Myself Without Anyone There.

No One To Judge Me

No To Tell Me How Much I Disgust Them.

No One To Tell Me How I'm Not Enough