The Outsider Preferences and Imagines (Closed)

Panic Attack

Dallas

You and Dallas were hanging out with the gang, you walked behind them trying not to draw attention. It's been a rough week, and all you wanted to do was cry and let Dally hold you but you had to wait until you got to your house. Dallas was walking right in front of you, your hands were in the pockets of Dally's jacket you were wearing.

"Y/N, are you okay?" Soda asks turning to see you. Dallas turns as well and worry rushes over his face. You go to say something but feel yourself start to shake and tears start to rush down your cheeks as you fall to the sidewalk. Dallas catches you sinking down with you.

Two-Bit

"Two, you can't just leave us like this to the stupid bar!" You shout.

"I need a break!" He yells back at you.

You roll your eyes in frustration. "Don't tell me i leave all the time because i don't!"

"You went out all week asshole!" You say tears starting to well in your eyes and you feel yourself start to shake. You didn't realize the words that had just come out of your mouth until they did and regretted it.

"Shut up you bitch!" Two had  immediate  regret wash over his face when  he saw you shaking.

"just go!" You say sinking to the floor and your knees going weak.

"Baby, I did not mean that, I am so sorry." He whispers kneeling beside you, you hide your face in your hands. Your vision goes blurry from your tears. "I'm so sorry." He whispers taking you in his arms and moving you to the couch kissing your head. "I didn't mean it, it just came out."

You wanna speak but words don't come out.

"Come on baby, ground yourself." He whispers in your ear. You nod taking deep breaths with Two.

"Five seconds in five out." He says breathing with you.

Ponyboy

It was lunch and you were sitting with Pony and the gang who didn't feel like skipping today. You had a rough morning starting with a fight with your parents that ended in a hit to your cheek.You hadn't told Pony though, you didn't want him to worry and the redness was gone by the time you got to school. You start to think about this morning and your knee starts to shake. Pony is quick to notice and place his hand on your leg rubbing it to comfort you. It does for a few seconds until you can't stop thinking about it and you burst out in tears with a loud sob. Pony turns his attention to you and you put your head in your hands. Pony wraps your shaking form in his arms. all attetion is turned to you.

"Ground yourself, find three things you can see." He whispers.

"My necklace, um."

"Come on you can do it Ponygirl." He comforts.

"The tile, and your chair." You whisper.

"Okay, now three things you can hear."

"Your voice, kids, and teachers."

"Things you can feel."

"Your sweatshirt, the chair and salt." You say taking deep breaths.

"Good job sweetheart, describe em." He says. You nod starting to describe every one of them.

Johnny

With a door slam you were out in the streets heading for the lot where you hoped Johnny was. You were relieved when you saw him laying in front of a fire,

"Sweetheart what are you doing here so late?" He asks sitting up. You start to cry and fall into his arms. He held you. "Shh, you're okay baby." He whispers in your ear kissing the side of your head. Johnny was one of those people where he knew what had happened without you having to tell him. "It's okay." He repeats kissing you head. "I've got you now."

You nod feeling yourself start to shake the situation replaying in your head. Johnny takes your hand rubbing the bruise from your father on your wrist.

"I-I." You start.

"Shh, just think about you're breathing to stay calm." He says whispering against your hair and kissing your cheek. You nod knowing he was right.

You take a deep breath helping you to calm down. "I'm okay." You whisper wiping your eyes free of tears. When he let you go you laid your head on his chest and he played with your hair letting you tell him all about what had happened as you waited for the fire to die down.

Sodapop
"I'd better take this." You smile picking up your phone and takin it outside, it was your mom and she would never call you when you were with Soda,
"Hello?" You ask still smiling from the conversation you were having with the gang.
"Y/N, your grandfather passed away." Your mom says sobbing over the phone.
"What?" You asks your smile gone from your face.
"Im sorry, I know you've been meaning to visit him and everything but he's gone." She sobs.
With out another word you hung up and sank to the porch floor where a few minutes later Soda found you shaking and crying,
"What happened?" He asks rubbing your back and kissing your head.
"He's gone, I never went and seen him, I'm terrible." You sob into his shirt.
And with that he knew who you were talking about.
"That's not your fault, you didn't know, it's okay," he comforts you. You nod still crying, "I got you, you're okay," he whispers.
"He's gone," you cry, you were really close with your grandfather and always made it a plan to o see him but never did and now you couldn't.
"I know, it's alright." He says, after almost fifteen minutes of that you hand finally calmed down and you found yourself lying in bed with Soda. 
Darry
"Baby?" You hear Darry call from your bedroom. It was four in the morning and you were sat on the kitchen floor head in your hands crying and shaking.
Darry enters the kitchen and runs to your side taking you in his arms.
"Baby, what happened?" He asks holding your shaking form.
"I can't do this, I can't handle being a mom." You cry into his shirt.
"But you are, and you can." He comforts kissing your head.
"No, I'm a bad one and I can't." You say gripping at his shirt.
"No you're not, we have a beautiful baby girl in the next room who loves you so much no matter what you think, me and her would be no where with out you," he whispers against your hair. You grip at his shirt tighter closing your eyes and sobbing.
"I love you so much, and so does our newborn baby girl." He comforts. He helps you up taking you into the nursery where your daughter Lila was sleeping.
"I told you," he whispers in your ear kissing it. You can't help but smile at her.
Steve
You pull up to Steves house.
"It's gonna be fine." He says leaning over from the drivers side to kiss your head. You nod hoping he was right. You were meeting Steves parents tonight and you were more than scared you hated meeting new people but you knew how much it meant to him. As soon as you get out you felt tears welling in your eyes. Steve is quick to see and meets you in front of the car holding you as you started to cry silently.
"It's gonna be okay." He whispers kissing your head.
"No, I can't, I-"
"Shh, babe, it's gonna be fine, they're gonna like you." He smiles looking at you in your eyes. You nod trying to believe him but soon find yourself against his chest again crying. He takes your shaking hand giving it a kiss. "Maybe this wasn't a good idea."
"No, i wanna do it." You say wiping your eyes.
"You sure?"
"Of course." You nod as he wipes away tears and takes your hand in his before giving you a kiss as yo uh it's walked up to the door when your face stop being so red.