"I'm bout to fuck it up" I mumbled to myself as I walk down the street with a bag of flaming hot Cheetos and Firestone Pickle and a bottle of Country Time lemonade, it's been bout a week and I finally figured my way through the neighbor hood, well to the nearest store to my house and back at least.
"Ouuuu she bad" one of my neighbor Kendrick friends said as I walked past, this was a normal routine to me, i'd walk past and they would try to hit on me, but not Kendrick he would to them to chill out.
"Hey Kenny" I said when I walked past, ignore his friends.
"Wassup Lonnie" he smiled back giving me a head nodded.
As I walked towards I heard Kendrick friends encouraging him to get at me, I chuckled to myself, Kendrick was cool people but my heart belonged to Jermaine and I don't thing anything could change that.
"Alright nigga chill" I heard him grumbled before calling my name.
"Yes Kendrick?" I said looking up to see him walking over towards me.
"Let me holla at you real quick" he said smoothly making me chuckle at him trying to spit game.
"You should let me show you around sometime" he said when he got closer, clapping his hands together.
"Sorry Kendrick I got a man already" I replied loud enough for his friends to hear, making them 'ohhhh' and start laughing at Kendrick's attempt to get at me.
"Nah ma, I ain't trying to cuff you, I just wanna show you around" he replied coolly making me raise my right eyebrow up in suspicion.
"Really?" I question.
"Really." he answered grinning.
"Alright then" I said while trying to hold my smile back, "give me your phone"
"Uh give me your number, cause I know how you light skin girls are" he joked making me laugh.
"And what does that mean?"
"It means that you would tell a nigga like me you gon hit me up and never do" he smirked, I just busted out laughing while I gave him his phone back.
"Kendrick!" A ghetto voice called causing out laughter to die quickly, I turned to see a girl with her hand on her hip and eyebrow raised.
Kendrick closed his eyes shut hard before turning around I face the girl.
"Yea Sherane?" He replied clearly annoyed.
"So this the reason why you been acting funny lately?" she snapped at him walking towards him and mugging me.
"Man chill out, you already know wassup Sharane" he said turning around facing her, I took this as my cue to going inside my house, I didn't have time for his or her mess.
Locking the door behind me I walked up to my room and turning it on first 48 and started to munching on the Cheetos. I heard Kendrick and that girl go at it for about 20 minutes before I heard my front door slam.
"Lonnie!" I heard my brother yell as his footsteps neared my room.
"What nigga?" I replied nonchalant, not even taking my eyes of the screen.
"What happened next door?" he asked as he sat at the edge if my bed.
"Ol girl got mad cause the dude next door Kendrick tried to get at me" I answered
"Oh well, I bought you some milk on my way home"
"My nigga!"
Okay yes, I had this weird obsession with white milk, I could drink it all day for the rest of my life if I wanted to. I was just that good to me.
"Fuck you kendrick! ima have my cousins whoop your short black, elf having ears ass!" we heard the girl Sharane yell, before we heard a car zoom off.
Me and Carter both looked at each other for a minute before falling out laughing, we were laughing so hard that we couldnt breath and tears was coming out of our eyes.
"Oh shit" Carter cried out laughing, his face was red as fuck.
After a while we managed to get ourselves under control.
"Well, I'm working a triple shift today, So i'll see you Tuesday night"
"Yup, just be safe out here alright?" I said with all seriousness, Me and Carter only had each other in the world to depend on.
"Im always safe."
After Carter left I stayed in the house for the rest of the night and fell asleep watching 'The First 48'.
I woke up to the sound of my phone ringing in the middle of the night, I picked up my phone and squnited my eyes so could adjust to the light in order to read the name on my screen.
"Jermaine"
A smile crept to my face as I answered it.
"Hey" His rasphy voice spoke through the phone normal like he wasnt calling me at 4 in the morning.
"Jermaine it is 4 in the morning what in the hell do you want?"
"I wanna see you....i miss you babe" he chuckled at the slight attitude i was giving him.
"Are you serious, J? you waking me out of my sleep to tell me that you miss me?"
"Well fine, if you feel that way I'll just go home then" as soon as my mind regestered what he had just said, my barin was fully alert and ready to go.
"What do you mean, 'You'll just go home then' " I repeated him, trying to make sur i'd heard him right.
"Yeah i'm outside" He answered me nonchalant like it wsnt a big deal.
slipping on my nike shoes holding my phone to my ear with my cheek, I rushed down stairs
"Jeremaine you better not be fucking with me" I mumbled while opening the door, he scared me because when i opened the door he was right there, with that dumbass smirk on his face.
"Surprise."
Sorry about taking so long to update; i've just been going through some things, but im back I havent forgot about y'all. hope you like this chapter. thanks for staying with this.
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Control | Kendrick Lamar
Hayran KurguKendrick Lamar & J cole Fan fiction, but mainly Kendrick :)