Silence.It's cold and bitter to people and things.Why? Why is the Silence so hurtful? It's not the silence that's killing you.Its your mind.Negativity.However,silence can sometimes be good for you.
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Time goes by very fast in the summer no doubt.Time wasn't a concept many people think about when they are having fun in the sun,Soaking up those icy blue waves,working,dancing, and loving.Love.I loved once.His name was Tyler.I called him my wild pussy (I'msorrynotsorry) of course however not many things last forever.~FLASHBACK ~
" Isn't the water perfect (Y/n)?" Tyler smiled and tightly squeezed my hand as we walked along side a beach front in our bare feet only to stop and admire the soothing sounds of the waves clashing against each other.The sand seems a lot softer then usual."Not as perfect as you Ty" I smiled.
"(Y/n)? Do you think we will be together forever?"
"Yeah...your the one for me Ty..." I looked at him serious."Why?"
"Just..asking" He smiled
" ok.."
~FLASHBACK 1 END~
I looked at the same waters we walked across together.It was quiet.Wind and the water was the only ones having a lively chatter.Good for them.I dug my face deeper in my knees.Why would I torture myself because he was gone?He saved me from silence.~FLASHBACK~
I watched the waves grow calmer with each swish.I waited for him.It was our meeting place.I couldn't wait to see him.Shhhh...Shhhhhh.The waters seem to tell me.Shhhhhhhhhh. I felt arms wrap around my waist in a loving manner.Warm lips kissing my cheek.
"Did you miss me beautiful?" He said and kissed my neck in a loving manner.I loved his kisses.I loved him.
"Everyday~" turning and meeting his lips with mine.The kiss sent a jolt to my spine everytime.Connection.
"Would you miss me if I disappeared?""I would indeed why?"
" Just asking"
~FLASHBACK END~
Ever since she showed up,Tyler's attention was turned to her.She was beautiful nontheless.Smart,pretty,funny.That was Tyler's type of girl.She was everything I wasn't.I didn't care.I loved him.But he loved her now...~FLASHBACK~
I twirled my way to the lonely beach.Our meeting place.Pur secret place.It was our anniversary and I couldn't wait to spend it with him. I twirled, a goofy grin splashed on my face as I thought about our date on the beach.4 years.Fun right?However, my spinning slowed as I saw two figure smushed together in a hug? No, more like as kiss.It was weird since no one hardly came to this beach anymore since work is more fierce then ever and it was closed down to the public since an accident occured.A drowning.It was odd to close a beach because of one drowning but it happened. As I got closer I reconized the faces.Tyler and her.
They were really going at it.It was much more heated and loving then me and Tyler's past kisses.I couldn't even believe it.Our 4 year anniversary,ruined..Why..?I thought he loved me.."T-Tyler!? H-how could y-you?!" Hot tears streamed down my cheeks.It couldn't have been true.I was obviously dreaming.The man I was gonna marry, the man I was gonna spend the rest of my life with..cheated on me..He snapped to my attention, his face filled with guilt and emotion.Her face smirked at my broken one.She knew all damn well I was gonna run,but I didnt.I walked up to him and her.
"(Y/n)....I-"SMACK.My hand connected with his cheek. I looked at her and spit in her eye and knocked her down.I wasn't gonna show my weakness to assholes.I turned on my heel, ignoring the yells and crying behind me and walked away. I didn't wanna see it.I didn't want it anymore.I was done.I ran home and looked myself in my room.Crying.Crying the memories away.Crying the love away.Crying the past away.I was done.It was silent the rest of the night.Except the soothing cooing of the wind.It was silent
~FLASHBACK END ~
I looked up.The sun was sitting on the water by now.How pretty.The winds had dyed down to listen to the soft calming shushing of the water.It soothed my soul.It soothed my mind.It silenced my heart,soul and mind.They were calm.The only thing the water had trouble with was soothing my memories, the past.I missed him.I want him back.I didn't expect him to disappear with her.I didn't want that.I wanted a future with him,but all I got was silence.It was a nice calm silence.I got up and walked to the water.I walked more until my waist was in then I leaned back and did a dead man's float.The sky was calm.The red and orange was mellow.The clouds drifted aimlessly through it all.It was nice.Nice silence.The water held my body in a familiar tight embrace.A loving embrace.
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A/n:Dont worry, Reader-Chan is still alive. I'll just make an ending for it in the next chapter ^-^
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