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JackSepticEye-Alone

The sky was darkened by the shaded clouds filled with rain that pounds against the soil and panes on the windows.Thats how I saw my days anymore,filled with darkness and raindrops. It always wasn't like this.It never was. Ever since Jack came into my life everything was grand.He make me laugh day in and day out, and no matter what he would be there.With me.By my side.

~Flashback~

" Hey (Y/n)? Are you ok?" He played his hands on my shoulder and squeezed softly" I turned and pushed him away, shouting as if I witnessed a murder and relyned on yelling to save my life.I just wanted to disappear.I always have.

"LEAVE ME ALONE, YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH I HURT...WHY DO YOU EVEN FUCKING LOVE ME?! ARE YOU JUST BUILDING ME UP TO BREAK ME BACK DOWN?! WHAT IS IT WITH YOU!" Tears began to stream my face as if it was a waterfall. He looked at me and smiled,gently wiping away my tears as they fell.

"(Y/n), don't think I don't love you.I love you a lot and I would never build you up to break you back down.I'm not that type of guy I promise you.I wouldn't stay for 5 years if I didn't love you...I would have already left I promise."He pulled me into a hug and rubbed my back.

"Sorry Sean...."

"I forgive you, (Y/n)"

~Flashback End~

I felt safe with him.I always have. I dug my face into my hands, remembering each memory, playing vividly as if I was watching a movie in black and white on loop.I didn't want him to disappear... I deserved to disappear. I despised the drunk driver who hit him.I despise his guts.If it wasn't for that drunken loon, he would still be with me,making me laugh, telling me I was worth something.Now..I'm just alone.Sitting and watching the rain fall from the darken sky.I missed him.I want to disappear..

Jack Pov

I watched her in the shadows.I love her and I hate to see her in the dark etching nothing but the rain.I hated it.I hate seeing her depressed,thinking she's alone and I left her just because I wanted to.I didnt.I don't have anyspite against the drunk driver..I have spite against myself.If only I had stopped when I saw the man speeding along.Thats my only regret in life. Leaving her and not paying attention.

Y/n Pov

I sobbed in my palms until I hears a faint whisper in my ear.It was him, but maybe it's just my brain making it up to give me closure or make me somewhat happy.How could i? The love of my life is dead and I was alone.Alone.Thats what I was.

"(Y/n)....your never alone...I'm am ways right here..."

"Go away you're not here...your just a figment of my imagination..."

"Your never alone..(Y/n) I'm right here for you...forever and always I promise." I sighed,giving up.Maybe I wasn't alone...maybe it was just my sadness engulfing me.Maybe just maybe, the voice I hear is the voice of hope and comfort.Yeah, I'm not alone. I was lying to my self the whole time because....
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I still have him