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Where have you been?

"I'm not one for romance" i giggled nervously as I talked to my friend in the our dorm for college. Honestly, it was the truth. In relationships, it wasn't sometimes the best and I didnt want to the feeling to be attached to someone.Someone I could lose.

"Why?" She tapped her book with her pretty painted nail. " What's wrong with dating?"

" Nothing its just.. Dating isn't my thing.. It never has.."

"Do you want to elaborate on exactly why?.."

I stood still for a moment, looking at her where she. Stood.Oh how I desperately wanted the floor to swallow me whole.

" Well? (Y/n)? I havent got all day"

" I..."

*flashback*

I looked at him and smiled. Mark. Shifted a bit. Shifted like he was on trial. Wasnt he having a good time at the park?

"Markie...?"

"Yes, Honey?"

" Why are you moving likr that" I motioned to hid feet that seemed to begin to tap with a soft thump agaunst the earth's soil"

"O-oh..well..I kinda want to tell you something"

" What is it Markie..you can tell me anything?"

Mark turns to me and lets out a sigh, his strong chest falling slightly. He looked at me and gives me his " every thing will be alright smile" I'm moving to L.A"

"W-What...?!"

" I'm moving to L.A"

" w-what will happened to...us..?"

" I know you don't do.. long distance relationships but-"

" Hell yeah I don't!Is there some Bitch over there waiting for you?!"

"(Y/n) listen please-"

"NO MARK!" I turned to walk away, but his hand grabbed my forearm

"Baby please! I need to explain-"

" FUCK off..." I yanked away from him and ran as fast as I could away from him. My house eas only a few blocks away which was convienant. I ran inside amd buried my face in the pillow. thoughts swirling in my head.

"He's cheating, He never talked about moving to L.A before, He suckered you. Played you like a fidle you are. He knew you were starting college soon, so of course it was perfect timing! Has to be"
I felt my face getting wet as the pillow became thr victim of my tears. The thoughts worsened and my heart hurt. My heart felt like it was squeezing itself. I wanted him to come in and comfort me and kiss my hair like he did when I was upset or angry, but he never came. I resented myself for crying like this when I could go on with my life since it was only a meer breakup. I just couldn't though. No matter how I try to sprinkle the sugar, There will always be salt.Always.

*Flashback end*

"I...I just dont like being attached to somebody I could lose.."

I watched as she nodded her head. " But, its better to have loved and lost then nevrr have loved at all"

Wrong. I wish I nevrt loved him. Let him play me.

" Haha...R-Right"

" Oh my cousin is coming over. maybe you wanna talk to him? He might chabge your mind girl~"

" oh..whats his name?"

"Mark.Mark Fischbach"