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What I feel...

OK so I want this out of the way.
I feel like I'm just a name and face and I'm nothing then a problematic piece of trash that can't do anything correctly to save her life.So, I tried suffocation,Overdosing,Drowning to both which I couldn't do successfully because I have hope that I can feel better about myself and life later on.Plus I don't wanna pass the pain to my parents or friends despite them not really caring what I do.I have hope that things can change.I haven't been myself lately.Its easy to fake your feelings on the internet.I guess that's why no one notices ^~^;...

When I was dating my boyfriend, I tried several times to tell him about my problems or how I felt but I couldn't bring myself to do it so I always said "nevermind" and moved on. I tried.I really wanted to..but I didn't want to cause damage to him. Always get help if you need it...
I want my friends to know that when they become suicidal and depressed it breaks me.I failed as a friend because I know I can't help them...I can't release them from their pain. I can't do anything right. But you my dear pop tarts can.You guys are special.You guys are worth something.Dont forget it. I'm internally dying because of the feelings and thoughts I keep inside because I'm afraid of being called an Attention Whore. What a world we live in today huh? People faking stuff just for attention. I want this to trend... this ----> #SpreadTheLove&Positvity. I don't want this to not only to trend but to have people actually do it. This world is cold.Why? Cause all the greed,Suffering, and lack of affection,kindness and genorosity to others and everything.We can make the world great if we just tried.We can make the world smile.We can make ourselves and everyone around us smile.But it only takes us...Humans. We make mistakes,Look past it
We may feel hopeless, help us
We may cry,Comfort us.
We are not robots,don't try to be.
We can make the world a better place to live in.For us, and the future inhabitants.
Please....let's be nice to each other....
Please...do it with love...
Please...