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Freebie!-Human Nature

A/n: Freebies  are  you tubers U wanna insert that u love. You'll see (F/YT) Alot.Just thought I'd tell ya
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I brushed my hair back and stared  at the pencil,my pencil tapping against the thin  sheet of writing  paper. With each tap I  began to get lost within my thoughts.Thoughts of being with (F/YT). He was the one every girl wanted to be with.He was the one every girl would sell their souls or  one of their senses for.I wasn't that yearning for him despite his attention never going  in my direction,but my heart was selfish for him.
" He's for You!,He's just for you!" I  just ignored it.The only time he came in contact with me was when we bumped into each other. I sighed, Reminiscing the fact his eyes won't only be for me, his arms won't be wrapped around me, his lips only kissing me, his voice only laughing and speaking to me. I wasn't just selfish for his attention...I was GREEDY for his attention. It wasn't my fault my heart is wired for men that was so nice,so kind, so sweet,so funny,and so handsome inside and out. It's OK to want something like that right?
  Groaning, my head hit the hard,smooth surface of the table, causing the paper to slightly waver and the pencil to fall to the ground hoping to be picked up again.Life was confusing.I wanted him, but I didn't.Why can't I decide what I wanted...? I  reached down and curled my fingers around the fallen pencil and began to write: Pros and Cons of (F/YT)

  Pros:                      Cons:
•Sweet.                    •None
•Funny
•Handsome
•Caring
•Charmastic
•Ambious

I groaned again.I couldn't find anything flawed  about (F/YT). I just couldn't. He was so perfect.Perfect to me. I leaned back in my chair and stared at the ceiling,searching for the answer I needed for my dilemma within the drywall.Nothing. Then I started to think. Maybe he's only nice within  range if people but not  alone,but that's a 50/50 chance. That wasn't so helpful. I thought of all the possibilities he could be a cheater or he could kill me at one point.I didn't understand how I couldn't  decide to ask (F/YT) out! He was like an E.T while I'm just deciding whether to keep him or let him go. I wanted both. I couldn't help it...it'd human nature I suppose. I erased the pros and cons and decided to write a descriptive letter.How my heart wanted.

Dear (F/YT),
I think your really cute and funny and  hell,every girl wants you for the same reason.You probably hear the alot.I want you to know I would love if you could give me a chance of loving you.Im capable I promise.I wanna show you I'm not just an loner that sits in the back, wondering aimlessly through life and time.I want to meet your needs.I wanna make you happy.Will you let me?
                                            XOXO,
                                          (Y/n)(L/n)♡

I admired my neatly written letter and  folded it neatly and sighed dreamily," I hope he says yes..." I got up and started to  go to bed, letter in hand and laid  down.A smile stretching on my face.
"If not...I will murder  every girl~"
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Hi, so I decided to come back and write some more cause I got more ideas but they are kinda sad  so,Wooooooo! Yeah sorry for leaving like that ^~^;

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