YouTuber One shots (Request open)

Smile

Your friends name =(Y/FN)
~Trigger warning of self hate and hurt~

"Smiling hurts my face..."

" you're lying, smiling doesn't hurt your face your just to lazy to do it"

"...that's not true..."

"Yeah it kinda is due to the fact he left.." (Y/F/N) paused.There was stiffness in the air. "You were always bubbly and happy and all you did was talked about him eat the fuck  happened?"

"It's not just him (Y/F/N)! It's my head!  It's all in my head! I hate myself I wanna curl up and cry right now but I can't since we are in public..." (Y/F/N) pulled me into a hug.I didn't wanna hug back, it was pointless if I didn't mean it. (Y/F/N) muttered and pulled away."Look at me...please?" He hooked his finger underneath  my chin and lifted my head up to make me look into his (E/C) his (H/C) hair falling gently over his eyes.His smile gave me the warmth I needed in my life.

"Now, tell me what's wrong?"

" I feel so out of place (Y/F/N)!" I hugged him tightly and started to sob into his shirt. " I don't fit well I can't do anything right! My relationships always end sourly...I just can't do this anymore...the world would be better without me..." I heard his deep sigh and I was once again staring into his beautiful (E/c) eyes that were now blurry due to tears.

"Listen...Y/n...you are special..your worth something to me...don't think the world is better without you cause your wrong.Your beautiful,smart, and talented and don't you ever forget that! Please don't think like this... it's tearing you apart  and it needs to end.I don't want you to hurt.."

"Why does it matter...? Nothing makes me feel happy anymore.."

" your wrong..."  I looked up and all of a sudden I felt a pair of lips on mine.It was a quick kiss and  I didn't want it to end.The corners of my lips curved into a small smile.  For once everything felt safe and okay.

"How did that feel?"

" i...I...feel...better"

"Good.Also, you should smile more...even thought your dying on the inside you can always say I made it through the day.Who knows? If you smile more you might brighten up someone else's day!"

".....Thank you....(Y/F/N)

"Just...Smile ok?"

"I will now...everyday..or at least try..hehe"

"That's my girl"
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A/n: OK so I'm a bit in a dark place right now due to the fact I can't really fit in anywhere..Also, y/f/N is also your favorite you tuber but he's like your friend. I should have explained it first,but I would think you would figure it out since yall  are pretty damn  smart. So...Thus is like q freebie  :3. I also wanna make a oneshot  for dating my oc's since I'm starting to get gud  at drawing men. So I love you guys #SpreadTheLove&Posiyivity  and I'll see you guys later