to kim taehyung | v

二十

jealousy

jungkook's point of view

somehow, it seems as if i'm forcing hye rin to be mine. yeah, sure. she likes v-hyung. but.. why? i know that he's handsome but his personality towards his friends, fans and family is different from his personality towards her.

the last time i saw them together back in elementary, hyerin had to deal with his anger and temper.

why does she want to deal with that instead when i'm already here? i can treat her better but.. why him?

hye rin's point of view

hideout? what hideout? THAT hideout? how did this guy know about it? is he another childhood friend of mine? what is this? am i going to meet more childhood friends? classmates?

okay, hye rin. calm down and shut the hell up.

if by chance, it's really that hideout.. i'm just going to stay at home.

i dozed off to sleep since this is the only chance for me to sleep as i have so much things on my schedule tomorrow.

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"taehyung-ah.." i called out but no one answered.

"kook-ah.." again, no one answered.

there were dark clouds, overcasting the sky. the thunder started to rumble. as wind flew past me, i shivered with goosebumps.

"hyerin-ah!" i heard a girl, calling out my name. it can't be ji yeon.. please no. not today.

as i turned around, rain pelted onto the ground. i started stepping backwards in fear.

she's getting closer.. "yah, are you scared?" ji yeon asked but i didn't reply. "why? we're friends so why're you afraid?"

she smirked. friends? we were once friends. she started being like this because of me, topping my subjects among the whole school. i'm pretty sure she was jealous but.. to the extent of coming here where only taehyung, jungkook, min jun and eunha knows is a bad thing.

it's either she followed me just to apologize or she followed me to do something bad. apparently, she's not the type to say sorry over her jealousy.

"w-why're you here?" i asked anxiously. "i'm just here to see you.. we're friends after all, aren't we?" she answered.

i stopped walking backwards as i hit the wall. i'm cornered by her friends. "ah, you must be scared because of the thunder. do you have astraphobia?"

i gulped. "what do you want?"
"hmm, let me see. go on a movie, go to a carnival. wait, no. i want YOU to stay away from jungkook!" she crossed her arms.

"you were doing all these.. just because of him?"

"because of you, jungkook started to ignore me. you said that you had never liked him.. YOU PROMISED THAT YOU WOULD GIVE ME A CHANCE TO GET CLOSE TO HIM.. but look at me now, he doesn't even any clues about me, liking him. i used all my chances to confess to him AND YET, THE ONLY THING HE DID WAS IGNORE ME."

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i opened my eyes. my heart was beating fast. bad memories suddenly became vivid to me.

ji yeon.. my best friend back then.

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❝ author's note ❞

omg hi againn dear readers :)

i'm really sorry for not being active. as you may know, my major exam is coming up soon. it's called "psle" which stands for primary school leaving examination.
it's an examination that i have to take in order to go to secondary school, in other words, high school.

i've been quite busy with my preliminary examination and now i'm back but only for a short while as i'm having study camp while the others can literally just rest since it's the september holidays over here :(

i'm really, really sorry. as a matter of fact, i just realized that this story was published on december 2015 and i have yet to complete it. i sincerely apologize to all readers that had been waiting for this chapter.

saranghaeyo <3