to kim taehyung | v

二十五

family

hye rin's point of view

i spent my entire evening at the hospital, doing nothing in specific. my mind was in a state of mess so it was hard to imagine about any crazy stuff that could've been able to occupy the rest of my time here.. well two more days in fact.

not having anything to do somehow became quite unusual to me since my schedule everyday was mostly filled with dance and vocal practices, performances, shootings and many more. but despite being tired after schedules, i felt glad because my mind would go, 'oh look, hye rin's a pop singer and she's fulfilling her tasks after so many long years of preparing to reach her dreams!'

of course i have complained about lots of things but never once did i ever want to give up and quit. and plus, i had to make my promise to taehyung come to life as an experience alongside with him as idols so even if i wanted to call it quits, i can't.

i stared at the white ceiling blankly as i tried to clear my mind. while failing to do so, i thought about jungkook rather than ji yeon.

"BANG JI YEON!"

slowly, i felt an angst kind of vibe surrounding me. i've never seen that side of him ever since the day i started distancing myself away from him. obviously i've seen his cute, kind and manly side on either the internet or the television. we were never associated in performance shows so i never got the chance to see him perform in real life.. especially taehyung.

"c-can you be my girlfriend?"

as that familiar question echoed in my mind, i tried dismissing my thoughts immediately. luckily, my beeping phone distracted me. it notified me that i have received a text message from taehyung on a messaging app we found that was somehow underrated. i unlocked my phone happily as i finally had someone to talk to after a very long and boring day.

vthelion21: hi! are you feeling better now?
prkhyerin: yup. thanks for asking ^^
vthelion21: no prob. it was my duty to check on my girl anyway <3
prkhyerin: yah, just quit it. you're making me feel worse >< im gonna vomit bc of u
vthelion21: tsk, u should feel honored that im ur boyfriend y'know?
my fans are waiting in line just for me to become their husband.
prkhyerin: yeah, yeah. why don't you go to them now? i'd rather be interacting with my fans than sitting on the hospital bed, cringing bc of ur lame jokes :p
vthelion21: okay.. ouch. but i just srsly wanted to check if u're fine. hm, i guess we should send a psychiatrist to you rather than a rehab doctor.
prkhyerin: i see that u wanna die :)
vthelion21: well if u're gonna kill me, idc. i'll die in ur arms anyway ;)
prkhyerin: aigoo.. i guess you're really KIMpossible.
vthelion21: yep, i am ㅋㅋ what're you doing btw?
prkhyerin: breathing.
vthelion21: why?
prkhyerin: after u asked why, i started planning on how i should murder you.
vthelion21: why?
prkhyerin: istg kim taehyung .-.
prkhyerin: oh yeah uhm tae..
vthelion21: yeah?
prkhyerin: i was just wondering if you had ever received any letters from me.. did you receive one at least?

.. vthelion21's typing ..

i locked my phone while hoping that jungkook didn't take all of them.

"jebal.. jebal.. (please)" i muttered as i closed my eyes until my phone buzzed, receiving a reply from taehyung.

vthelion21: you wrote letters to me? oho, are you really park hye rin? i guess love letters will never get old for my twenty-one year old girlfriend. (seen)