Consequences

(25)

I don't care if we on the run. I'll give all of my life to you.
(Beyonce)

Jas

"You ready baby?",he asked.

I stared down at him and he stared at me.

"No."

He shot up. I could tell he was surprised and angry.

"No?",he asked for reassurance.

I nodded and got dressed. I was about to cry. I'd never cheated on anyone in my life.

My fiancee was somewhere hurt because of me and I was about to cheat on him. Even if it didn't happen it didn't matter.

When I was fully dressed I pushed him towards my door.

"Wait wait. What'd I do wrong?",he was searching through my eyes and I couldn't handle it.

I broke down crying on his chest. He just held me and rubbed my back.

I pushed him away again. Putting some distance between us.

"I refuse. I don't love you nor am I attracted to you. I'm sorry I led you on but I am madly in love with Cordyn.",I said.

I needed to talk to him immediately. I knew he was upset and would be even more so when I told him what went on.

"I'd do anything for you. Anything. I want you Jas. Can't you see that? I've stayed quiet for all these years. Watching him. But you don't know what really even happened back then."

I squinted my eyes at him. The hell did he mean?

"What the fuck are you talking about?"

Jamal laughed and shook his head.

"Cordyn was sent to kidnap you. He was sent to make you fall in love with him. He kidnapped you before Teek could and the night you all had sex he told me it didn't mean anything."

I shook my head and laughed. I didn't care what he said.

I knew what I felt in my heart and nobody could change that.

"Get out."

His eyes widened and he tried pleading with me.

"GET OUT!"

He shutup. He let out a breathless laugh before walking away. I couldn't help but wonder if what he was saying was true but I couldn't even deny that I didn't give a fuck.

I heard the door slam and I checked on the twins. Thank god them and Jasmon were still asleep.

I was about to walk back to my room when there was a knock on my door.

I stormed downstairs. I knew it was Jamal's ass.

I flung the door open.

"What!?",I yelled.

My face softened when I saw Grandma and Erica. I smiled shyly. Feeling as if they knew what happened.

"Sorry I'm just a little tense but what is it? You guys okay?",I asked.

I was still a little on edge about the hospital situation but I let them in anyway.

They sat on my couch and stared at me blankly.

"What is it?"

Grandma pulled out her phone before sighing.

"Your father is sleeping with the enemy."

I gave her a puzzled face.

"He's gay."

I gasped in shock that he's even gay. Then I realized who the enemy was.

....to be continued