Kagome's Secret

What Does This Mean?!

Ok so I have decided to keep writing this story because RandonnessGraves has inspired me. Thank you soo much your comment meant a lot to me and I will check out your story when I have the chance. Ok so this chapter is specially dedicated to you for not letting me give up on this story!

DISCLAIMER: I do not own Inuyasha

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Kagome's POV

I jumped as I was suddenly shook gently by the shoulder. Looking over I noticed it was Inuyasha. I guess I had fallen asleep on the way home from the mall. I slowly get out of the car while he grabbed my bags and started walking ahead of me. Not knowing what I should do I started nervously following him to the house. Once inside he goes up to my room and dropped all my bags haphazardly on the floor.

"Um.. thanks?" I say with exaggerated sarcasm. He just turns away and scoffs at me. He leaves and I stare at the bags on my floor wondering why he was angry. It's not like I did anything wrong or bad. I sigh and start going through the bags to find something comfortable to change into.

I end up picking a blue tank top and black shorts. I sat on the bed and thought of what I should do next. I didn't want to sit in this room all day but Inuyasha seemed to be in a bad mood. He was perfectly fine until I meet Koga. That's it! Koga! It's Koga he's mad at. But why I wonder what happened in their past for Inuyasha to hate him that much.

Sitting here and thinking was giving me a headache, so I stood up and walked downstairs. I went outside in the little fenced in garden and sat underneath a huge oak tree. The image of Inuyasha's hurt expression when he saw me with Koga flashes through my mind. Why did he look like that it almost seems like he was jealous, but that can't be right. He can't like me.

No one will ever like me after what I did. Even Songo will hate me when she finds out who I am. I feel tears prick at my eyes which just makes me angry at myself. I promised myself that I would never cry. I wipe my eyes and take a deep breath to calm my nerves. I can't be seen as weak. I get up and head inside to the kitchen where I smelled food.

Inuyasha was just finishing putting food on the plates and was turning around to walk out of the kitchen. As he turned around he bumped into me almost knocking me down but at the last moment he wrapped an arm around me to prevent me from falling down.

A shocked expression crossed his face before he changed it. I thought I saw a slight blush but it must have been a trick of the light. His eyes softened as he stared at me. I wanted to look away, anywhere but into his eyes, but their strangely beautiful golden color kept me captivated. As we stared into each other's eyes he started to close the small gap between us. His eyes drifted shut slowly as his lips touched mine. I tried to gasp but he pressed his lips tighter against mine making it impossible. I start to relax as my lips match his slow kiss. I let my eyes close like his and leaned against him when he started to deepen the kiss.

As I press against him he seems to snap out of it. He pulls back quickly and shoves me away I fall back into the wall and manage to stop myself from falling to the floor. I stay like that gasping for breath and figure out what just happened. I look up at Inuyasha just in time to see him grab his plate from the table and walk past me out of the kitchen. I go to fallow him but he was already halfway upstairs.

I do the only thing I can right now to get his attention. "INUYASHA!" I yelled as loud as I could. He stopped and slowly turned to look at me with a blank look on his face. "Why did you kiss me? Where are you going?" I ask quickly before he left again.

"Keh, where does it look like I'm going? I'm going to my room," replied as he started up the stairs again.

"Wait! you didn't answer my other question! Why did you kiss me?" I ask again.

"Feh, it didn't mean anything so you better forget about it," he growled before he disappears from sight. I go back to the kitchen and sit down lost in thought. What does this mean?! Did it really mean nothing to him? Can he even truly like me?

Inuyasha's POV

I sat down on my bed and stared at my untouched food. Why did I kiss her I only love Kikyo. I can't love Kagome. She means nothing to me I just meet her. I could blame it on her looking like Kikyo, but I can't lie to myself. I knew it was Kagome and not Kikyo I was kissing. And I enjoyed it. Her lips were perfect and they were softer than Kikyo's. And her eyes, even though they are the same color Kagome's held more life and looked kinder and more innocent. There was no way I could mix them up. No way I could mistake Kagome from Kikyo. I have to find a place to send her. She can't live here much longer. She has to leave.

With that in mind I pick up my cell phone and call the first person I can think of.

Ring ring ring. Finally on the fourth ring they pick up.

"Hello?" the voice asks.

"I need you to do me a favor," I say in a demanding voice.

"Well if it isn't the big bad Inuyasha actually asking me for help! What can I do for you today?"

"Shut up and just listen......"

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