Inconsistence

affect

I wasn't affected by her. not at all

Not even when she leaned in so close that our lips touched when she would speak.

And then. I felt it. My knees started shaking, which made holding my already unsteady ground nearly impossible.

Our lips kept touching and my heart kept fluttering. she pulled my waist so my body was against hers and I melted into her warm skin.

Our lips slowly neared and finally after all that waiting, they finally connected. it felt almost like it wasn't happening. as if it was a dream.

My hand went around her head into her har and the other rested comfortably on her collar bone area.

They touched for only a moment, but in that moment I felt everything.

Electricity flowing through me, butterflies, love, I felt on top of the world.

In that moment, I understood what I wished my always to be.

Or lips separated slowly and unsteadily as if they didn't want to be apart.

I pulled away ust a little further than she did and almost opened my eyes, but then I felt her grip tighten and her lips found mine once more and all too soon it ended.

I could tell by the look in her beautiful blue eyes that she didn't expect to be that drawn to me. SHe may have an effect  on me but at that moment, I knew I affected her too. and she just had a bluff.

she caught me off guard. she was weak, submissive. I could win this. she wouldn't be able to. her bluff was easy to call.

she had no control over me.