Don't Look Down

Panic! at the Studios

The last few lessons went by faster than I wanted them too. I had to regain all my energy and confidence for this meeting. I made my way to that little 'garden' where I was supposed to meet Martin. Almost an hour had passed and there was no sign of Martin. I was going to start my way back and as I got up from the bench I was sitting on I could spot Ellie and Martin making out. 

I froze in place. I mean, yes I was not currently talking to him, but I only did what I did for him and he sure as hell did not wait to find somebody else to replace me with. I started to make my way back home, but then I thought better of it. I was still going to that meeting. I know in a way I was taking advantage of Martin, but at the end of the day, I couldn't care less.

I got home, had a shower, put on some make up, put my hair in a ponytail and wore my black skirt, a flower patterned shirt and my red blouse and made sure to pull the sleeves upwards. I grabbed everything I needed or thought I might need including a pen drive with all my music and I made my way to the garage.

Since my birthday was in January I got my license before most of my friends. I fixed up my GPS and made my way to the Spinning Records Studios.

I made my way into the huge front door and I had to take a moment to actually appreciate what was happening.

The lady at the front desk ask me if I needed any help and I just showed her the message the company  had sent me with every detail. 

L: Take the lift to the 5th floor, last door on the left.

N: Thank you so much Miss.

L: My pleasure. 

Panic and anxiety started to hit as I was making my journey up all the floors.

"Last room on the left, last room on the left, last room on the left, aha"