I want this body for you.
I'm working so hard for you.
All I want,
All I've ever wanted,
Is you.
But still,
I'm never enough.
You promise me my body is perfect.
But I know what perfect is,
I know what perfect looks like,
And this stomach.
These hips,
These thighs,
These arms,
How could these be anywhere near perfect?
I hate myself.
But you,
You made me love myself at one point.
When you told me your feelings.
I felt like I was good enough,
I felt like you loved me.
And you told me you loved me.
But you found someone better.
Like I knew you would.
And stupid me!
I'm stuck,
I'm stuck loving you .
Your stupid smile,
Your stupid eyes,
Your stupid features,
Your stupid beautiful body,
Get out of my head!
Get out of my head!
I hate the captionless photos.
I hate that you think it's our thing,
Because apparently nothing has to be said
But I'm losing it !
I can't take it anymore!
I losing the belief that you even care.
But you told me,
You told me you cared.
That through all that Time you cared.
I need your touch.
I need to know you're really here.
Because from behind a phone,
I only feel like a message
Nothing but a stupid notification.
And really, it's pointless
Because either way,
Like I said time and time before,
I love you.
YOU ARE READING
When You Can't Sleep At Night
PoesieOriginal poems. ------------------------------ Who knows what could be in these poems they are purely anything I'm thinking or feeling. Dont read if you don't like or want to read about depressing feelings or suicidal thoughts. Have a nice life :))
