I'm finally trying to get over you.
After all it's for the best.
I know now I was only a rebound,
And as much as you want to deny,
And as much as I want to deny..
I know it's true.
And it breaks my heart..
Because I really loved you
Loved
I'm tired of the games,
I'm tired of running,
I just wanted something real,
I just wanted to feel the tiniest bit special.
But I was nothing.
Nothing but a little secret of yours.
And I can't believe myself.
Especially knowing I was told over and over,
But I devoted so much of myself
For you.
I was oblivious.
I was oblivious to all your lies.
And I'd wonder to myself,
'If he says all these things,
And truly means them,
Why am I treated like a ghost,
Why am I a secret?'
Were you Ashamed of me?
Embarrassed of me?
I can't live with the sadness you bring,
I want to be happy,
I want to be free.
And I know I can only begin to feel that
Once you leave.
YOU ARE READING
When You Can't Sleep At Night
PoesíaOriginal poems. ------------------------------ Who knows what could be in these poems they are purely anything I'm thinking or feeling. Dont read if you don't like or want to read about depressing feelings or suicidal thoughts. Have a nice life :))
