July 27th, 2016 || 9:51 pm

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Cloudy thoughts,
Bad,
Lonely,
Selfish
Cloudy thoughts.

Such a lonely summer night
All alone,
I can't tell if what I feel is real,
Maybe it's all a dream.

Death,
Some find it frightening,
Others find it peaceful.

Paradise,
With no worries,
Only rest.

I wish for it to be paradise.
Led by my faith
But more so by my hope that
All the noise,
All my feelings will just fade.
I can be taken away,
Into a beautiful dream.

Maybe that's just what I need,
Sleep.

Maybe it's really nothing,
I'm simply just thinking too much.
Maybe this is only a temporary feeling.

I just wish it wasn't so uncomfortable.

The thoughts,
They make me feel sick.

I'm simply confused.
Why do I feel like this?

Where is my peace?
Where is my happiness?

How do I make it all go away?

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