It's odd.
Day in and day out I feel nothing.
Happy moments pass,
Sad moments linger,
Yet, still, in no time,
It's all gone.
It's not as gloomy as you'd think, though.
I'm content.
Everything is simple.
All emotions are simple.
You still have your fun.
But in the end its all gone,
and quickly forgotten.
Only for another cycle of the same thing.
But there's one thing.
Love.
What is love?
What is the feeling?
I'm sure I've been mistaken these past years.
None of that was love.
And I'm sure none of this is love either.
You barely even know me, honestly.
You know my name, sure.
But who am I?
You'd have no clue.
As soon as everything seems to be so..
Simple.
You come back.
And it's all so confusing.
Because you make my heartbeat quicken.
You make my head spin.
My words twist together.
I can't think,
Not even simply write,
I feel like a fool.
It's so silly.
I feel nothing from day to day,
It's what I know.
But when it comes to you,
God, I suddenly feel everything.
I've been caught up in this loop,
Over and over again.
I know what it feels like.
I know how lost I get.
But you you're just so mesmerizing,
I can't seem to look away.
I want to be foolish.
I want to fall into your trap
But I guess that proves my point.
You're just another heartache, dear.
Only I can't seem to figure what is better.
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When You Can't Sleep At Night
PoetryOriginal poems. ------------------------------ Who knows what could be in these poems they are purely anything I'm thinking or feeling. Dont read if you don't like or want to read about depressing feelings or suicidal thoughts. Have a nice life :))
