It's been months,
Gosh, It should be out of my head.
3 months.
I need to turn away.
Let it all go.
I hate this,
You make me hurt so much inside.
Ive felt so numb lately.
The world just passing by,
Without another glance.
But all so suddenly I feel everything,
From a simple photo,
From a simple comment,
I feel pain.
Only pain.
I feel this aching,
Gut wrenching,
Brain busting pain.
And it's your fault.
Jesus Christ this is all your fault!
You tore me apart,
You ripped away my trust.
You've shattered my thoughts,
You crushed my dreams.
You threw away my hope,
You broke my heart.
I hate you.
And even worse,
I hate that I know I don't.
I miss you.
I miss my happiness,
I miss the easy smiles.
I miss feeling love.
Everything seems to be falling apart around me and all I seem to do is pretend it's not.
I loved you,
God I loved you so much.
That's what kills me,
The amount of loved I shared for you.
All replaced by tears.
Heartbroken,
Memory filled tears.
I'm left in a hole,
To weep and hold myself.
With so many people around me, I still feel so lonely.
I feel like a wreck.
I feel like a disappointment.
I feel sad.
All until I feel nothing.
I only wish for peace.
Please send me peace, lord.
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When You Can't Sleep At Night
PoetryOriginal poems. ------------------------------ Who knows what could be in these poems they are purely anything I'm thinking or feeling. Dont read if you don't like or want to read about depressing feelings or suicidal thoughts. Have a nice life :))
