My mind betrays me.
Within an instant, I go grey.
Intoxicating, I taint the things around me
All I can do is fumble in my silent cowardice.
In my own voice,
I hear all the things I am "not"
Opposed to the little things that I am.
My mind betrays me.
It takes me into a place of darkness.
I neglect to respond,
I choose to stay away.
My joy is stolen by me.
I am replaced by a cold and empty decoy,
Left for the birds,
And they rightfully go, not knowing,
All I fear is being alone.
My mind betrays me.
Repeating what I can't do,
What I can't be.
And
What I should be,
How I am nothing.
I am nothing.
I am no one.
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When You Can't Sleep At Night
PoetryOriginal poems. ------------------------------ Who knows what could be in these poems they are purely anything I'm thinking or feeling. Dont read if you don't like or want to read about depressing feelings or suicidal thoughts. Have a nice life :))
