Velvet's POV
Alone......
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My life's Ideal right? Haha.
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Is this really what I deserve?
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Is this really what you want me to suffer?
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Is this what will make everyone happy? Seeing me dying like this?
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Then so be it! Let them be happy.! Let them enjoy every minute of their life while I'm beeing burned alive here.! While I'm beeing shattered to pieces.! While I'm breaking...
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Di ko na alam...
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For once, I forgot that I was abandoned by my parents and my brother. I forgot that they died and left me here alone.
Left me hoping that I'm in with them also when the car accidentally jumped off the cliff and went straight the river, trapping them inside the car.
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Akala ko magiging ok na ang lahat.
Akala ko kahit sandali lang, makakaramdam ako ng kasiyahan..
Konting sandali lang naman hinihingi ko ha? Konti lang..
Pero masyado yatang kumonti at parang nabitin ako.
One day happiness lang ba ang nakalaan sakin?
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THEN F*CK EVERYONE.!
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IDEAL LIFE?! HAHA..!!
INYO NA.!
You can have my life, I'd rather not have it.!
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Why did you let him save me in the first place when I'm drowning?!
You should have let me die..!!
You should have let me suffer until I lost my breath.!
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OH, I see..
You want me to really suffer right?!
You want me to feel the pain until I beg you.
Gusto nyong nakikita akong nahihirapan? AT unti-unting nawawalan ng buhay?
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Gusto nyong maramdaman kong maging masaya ngsandali para once na nawala lahat, sobra akong masasaktan?!
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WELL, CONGRATULATIONS.!!
You win...!!
HAPPY?!
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Is itnot enough that I lost my parents?! IS not enough that I don't have anyone to share my bearings with?!
Is it not enough that I have to struggle with pain everyday to keep living?!
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IS IT NOT ENOUGH THAT I WANT TO DIE ALREADY?!!
BINABASA MO ANG
Doll house
Teen FictionVelvet's life has been tragic ever since her parents died. She thinks nobody cares, and nothing matters anymore. But what if there's someone who really does, but she's just too numb to feel it? And what if that someone is also too foolish to admit i...
