Meat

Chapter 14

Hello, "Jigsaw" here. So, I wanted to apologize for how long its been since I last updated! Yes, I realize its been like a couple years but a lot of crazy shit happened and I just got behind and yea. Buuutt as I said in the last chapter, I am working on some other stories, some that I was working on when this one got published but I never published them. But they will be up soon! Anyway, enjoy chapter 14!!

Side note: you may have noticed I changed my name and all that shit. Yea. I grew up. Anyway, enjoy.

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  After a good ten minutes of Sissi and I crying, we stopped. She looked up at me, so confused.

"Wh-why are you crying?"

I thought for a moment

"Because I know what it's like losing your best friend."

"Y-you do..?"

I pulled away and sat down beside her.

"Well, yea, of course. I mean, we just up and left to come live with you guys."

"I thought you didn't have friends?" 

I rolled my eyes. "I had friends in Pheonix. Loads. And moving was so out of the blue and so out of my control that I just suddenly had to say goodbye to everyone. It was hard."

She just sat there, tears still staining her cheeks. "Do you think she's okay?" she asked me.

"I'm sure she is. Maybe she went to some other dudes house. You never know. Are you sure you checked everywhere?"

She sat and contemplated the question. "No, there's a couple more places I could check."

"Well then, what are you waiting for? No time better than the present!" I pulled her out of her seat and pushed her towards the door. She got right in her car and left, calling Nicole's phone yet again. I sighed and went outside back to my cooking.

"Ah shit." I said as I realized that I burnt whatever limb was grilling. I threw it over the fence for the neighbors dog and continued grilling.

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About an hour later, Nicki was ready to be made into a sandwich. I sliced some of her thigh and put it in a little bag, saving the rest of her for later.

I went into the kitchen and pulled out the bread, Tomatoes, lettuce, all sandwich essentials and made a beautiful, Nicole sandwich. I sat down in the dining room with a root beer and some chips and started up YouTube on my phone. As the video was loading, I got a little nervous. Although not my first time eating human meat, it was my first victim, and hopefully, my last.

The video started and I took a bite out of my delicious sandwich. The meat melted in my mouth, the flavor was so delicious, especially since I seasoned her a little bit. Savory, tender, it made me crave more and more.

I didn't want to, but the taste was just so good. Words couldn't describe it. As soon as I finished, I cleaned up, made sure the ice chest was locked and the grill was clean, I went up to my room to play some video games, dreaming about the delectible meat I had in the ice chest, and wandering when I'll have it again.

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The taste of cow and chicken meat doesn't satisfy me anymore. Actually, it disgusts me. Mom made her famous Parmesan Chicken with mashed potatoes and edamame. I couldn't eat the chicken. It was nothing compared to human. Everything else I ate a shit ton of but the two long strips of chicken laid on my plate, getting older and colder every minute. Of course, Mom asked me about it, I just said I didn't feel well. I went up to my room early, leaving Quinn to do the dishes. Usually I would do them but I had a weird feeling in my gut, and I couldn't stop thinking about certain things. I imagined myself killing someone, then eating them. I was craving the meat once again. I rolled over and did the best I could to fall asleep.

At around 3 a.m., something over came me as I woke up and mindlessly walked down the stairs and into the backyard. I unlocked the ice chest and took out a calf, unwrapping it from the tin foil. I picked at it and snacked, holy shit was it good. I didn't know how to explain how good it tasted. There were no words to describe the flavor, the texture, the consistancy. It was perfect.

I finished up and went back to bed, with a full tummy and a satisfied feeling.

As I laid in bed, I wandered if this would ever go away. I wandered if the cravings would ever stop. To the thought of it, I dozed off.