Allie
Kellin hangs up the phone, and I feel, sad. I lay in bed, and put on some tv. When I find nothing, because I'm thinking about Kellin, I put on TheNightmare Before Christmas and when I see Sally and Jack together happily ever after, the tears flow, and I can't breathe because I miss him so bad. I pick up the phone and dial his number again, and I try to dry the tears that still fall.
"Hello?" He answers. Something's wrong. Something's way wrong.
"Kellin, what's wrong?" I ask.
"Jesse. Jesse's leaving." He says. All my crying ceases, and I can't even breath. Jesse, leaving the band?
"Stop fucking with me." I say, getting mad. This isn't funny or fair.
I hear some noise in the background, and soon I hear Jesse's voice on the other line.
"It's not a joke, Allie. I have a family, and I'm just ready for my next musical venture, sweetie. We're telling our fans tommorrow. I'm just going to write a letter. Kellin understands." He says like his words mean shit anymore. I stay quiet, the pain flexing it fingers and cloaking me. I can't believe it. Fucking Jesse Lawson was going to leave Sleeping With Sirens.
"Is there any way I can convince you to stay?" I whisper, even though the choice has already been made.
"Allie, I, um, no." He fumbles with his words, and it gets me even more pissed off.
"What are the fans going to say, Jesse?" I ask.
"I don't know. I know it's going to hurt them, but I'm a man, I need to do what I need to do."
"So, you're just going to leave us all, huh? What are they going to do, Jesse?" I'm starting to get loud, and I can tell he's getting pissed off.
"Look, I've had a hell of a ride, but-"
"But nothing! It's not fair, Jesse! Are you even going on tour with the band??!!!!!"
"IM DOING WHAT I NEED TO DO FOR MY FAMILY! MUSIC WILL MOT TAKE PREFERENCE OVER MY WIFE AND KID, OKAY?!!!"
"YEAH, BUT DONT BE FUCKING SURPRISED IF YOU GET A BUNCH OF HATE ON TWITTER AND INSTAGRAM!!"
"FINE, I FUCKING WONT BE SURPRISED!!"
"FINE!"
"FINE!"
I hang up the phone before he does, and I burst into tears.
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I'll Go Down With You
FanfictionIt all started with a signing at warped tour in the stifling Las Vegas heat, and Kellin Quinn and Allie King were on each other like a bad suit. His sudden departure is a deter in their somewhat growing relationship, and when he does the unthinkable...
