I'll Go Down With You

Chapter 10

Kellin

"What are we gonna do about Jesse?" Jack asks, as we sit down.

"I guess we're gonna tour without him." I say. The boys sigh, and I feel like complete shit. We all sit there, and I get out my phone and text Allie.

Bored as hell, and the boys and I talked.

She texts me back in one minute.

I'm sorry, Kellin. I know this is hard. Be strong for me, baby.

I will, I promise.

I miss that ass.

I miss that smock.

Lol, didn't you take that off??

Yeah, and I plan on doing it again.

Haha, I can't wait

Yep, me too.

So where are you going first?

Utah.

That's so close! I could drive up there!

I think about that. That would be nice. I think about her blonde hair and tattoos, and I want her all over again. I grab my pills off the counter and I take it, the anxiety in my chest loosening. I've been having to take these pills since I was five. That's how bad I have it. My condition. I can't be away from someone for so long, or else, I, I kind of lose it.

Hello??

I look at Allie's text, and I snap out of it, replying to the girl of my dreams.

Naw, you don't have to.

But don't you want to see me?

Yeah, but if you come up there, and then you leave, I'll lose it, and I'll want you even more than I do.

Aww, baby, okay. I'll wait, even though I don't want to.

Okay. I'm sorry for making you wait......

It's fine.

I ❤️ you.

I ❤️ you even more.

Please, girl. I will tell you what I dream about at night.

I'd like to hear that, but I gtg. My mom's here.

Okay, bye baby.

Bye Kellin