Chapter 12

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Kellin

I get onstage, and the crowd screams. I'm so used to it, I laugh and joke around with the band before I great them.

"Hey guys! We're Sleeping With Sirens, and this is one of our songs from the Feel album." I say. The crowd goes crazy, and we start to sing Crongratulations, and the crowd sings along. When we end, Jack mouthed the words Free Now. That's when the anxiety comes.

Shit, I forgot to take my pill. I'm getting nervous as I sing, and soon I'm shaking. I can't breathe, and the audience is starting to scare the shit out of me. My voice shakes as we end the song, and I realize I'll have to deal with an hour of the nervousness.

"Justin, I forgot my pill!" I whisper to Justin as he waves, and the crowd waits.

"Shit Kellin, what do we do?" He replies. I can tell he's pissed off, but my patience is wearing thin, and I feel the nausea as I see all these people staring.

"Let's just say there's technical difficulties." I say. One more minute, and I'm gonna crack. Justin pulls me off stage, and I hear the crowd's boo as jack says,

"Sorry guys, technical difficulties."

I quickly take the pill, but I think about Allie the whole time, and the anxiety doesn't leave.

"Another one." I say. Justin throws the bottle and I catch it and open it, taking another one. It hurts as it goes down my throat, but the anxiety goes away, fast. I jump up ready to perform, and all thoughts of Allie leaving me were gone.

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