the One I Call Daddy[SLOW UPDATES]

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Amber Roberts  

I let out soft cries into my pillow. I know I shouldn't be crying over him. I know it was wrong for me to fall for him but I did. He was the first guy I actually loved.

The first guy that stole my heart. Now he's just a jackass that broke it, and my left to pick up the pieces.

I didn't know what to do. I was still in shock. He told me all the things I wanted to hear just so he can get what he wanted. I should have known. Maybe if I've known I wouldn't of fell for his tricks.

Now I'm going to be a single mother. Sure I have family and friends that will help but that help won't be forever.

"Amber let me in...please," Chris says from the other side of the door.

I locked myself in my room. I wanted to be alone I needed to be alone. I need to think things threw figure out what I need to do for myself.

"Go away!"

"Come on baby. I didn't mean those things back there I was just angry."

Did he really just say that. I was just angry. Angry at what? Cause there is no way in hell I'm the one that made him angry.

"Angry at what?"

"That your pregnant. I don't want a baby. You don't want a baby it would just get in the way of us."

At this point, I was boiling inside. I wanted to punch him right where it hurts. If he didn't want a baby he could have used a condom. He knew I wasn't on the pill. He's the one that took me to get a refill.

I swing the door open looking him right in the face. "Why are you at my door begging for my forgiveness. You told me back there that you don't want the baby. It was very clear. Now you are trying to get me to terminate the pregnancy. I've might have been dumb two years ago. But I'm for sure not dumb now."

He chuckles." I've never loved you anyways. You were never going to be more than just a fuck buddy. You can keep that baby hope you have a happy life on the streets."

My fist collided with his cheek. He was about to hit me back but I dodged it. I kicked him in the leg making him fall. I kept punching him over and over again. Jack pulled me off of after a couple of minutes while my mother went to help Chris.

I look down at my now bloody knuckles.

"What the fuck Amber?" Jack says yelling at me.

"The bitch got what he deserved."

"You practically killed the man."

"Good at least there would be one less asshole in the world."

"Dad told us only to use our fist if in danger."

"I was in danger. He tried to hit me. Plus I was worried my baby was in danger."

"Your baby?"

"I'm pregnant with his baby. I found out today."

He hugs me tight." Can't believe my big sis is having a baby."

"Yep. Listen, Jack, I'm sorry for making you keep Chris and I a secret. I'm done with secrets."

"So I guess you're going to tell mom."

"I'm not sure about that. I'm thinking about just taking her out of my life."

He looks me strangely." You can't hide it forever she is going to find out."

"Of course she going to find out but as long as she is with him she is not in my life or this babys. I already told dad I'm leaving tomorrow morning."

"Isn't that a little extreme?"

"You sleep with a married guy who is also your stepfather. Told him that you are having his baby just to find out you were nothing but something he can fuck whenever he wants."

He didn't say anything but just stare. It was hard to read him. He didn't really show any emotions at all.

"Well, you can go. I need to pack."

He looked at me for a couple of more minutes before lightly patting my back living the room.

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I was ready to go. I wrote my mom a goodbye letter. Everything was exactly how I wanted it to go. I wrote the letter. My flight was booked. The only thing that was stopping me was Chris. He was on the porch smoking a cigar.

He was the last person I wanted to see let alone talk to. Hopefully, he doesn't talk to me let alone look my way.

But that wasn't the case. He did both.

"Hey, bitch."

I laugh." Oh so now I'm a bitch. You didn't think that a week ago."

"Where you run off to anyway."

"I'm not running anywhere I just don't want to embarrass you again by beating your ass again."

"I let you do that."

"You didn't let me do shit. But if you want to act like you're the next Chris Brown be my guest." The uber pulled up in the driveway." That's my ride. Chow."

I flip my eye walking down the driveway. Before flipping him off as the driver drove away.

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I was wondering if you guys want to know what happens during her pregnancy or skip it straight to the birth. It's up to you guys I'm fine with either.

Also, I'm not shading Chris Brown its just a story chill

I'm sorry for taking so long go update. If you read my other book teacher's pet you would know I started school and that I won't be able to update weekly like I did for the summer