the One I Call Daddy[SLOW UPDATES]

▪Three▪

Amber Roberts

It sucks saying goodbye. Especially when it's to the ones you love. You think you prepare yourself.

You thought you were ready.

But in reality your not. You're not ready to say goodbye just yet.

You wish you can get another week.

Another day.

Another minute.

Another second.

But the world does stop for you. It doesn't care about your feelings or how your feeling. It just keeps going.

I try to hold back the tears. But it can clearly show that I wanted to let them drop.

I get the last hugs, kisses, and hugs again before boarding the plane. I didn't look back. I wanted to but if I did I would cry more than I already am.

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I settle the last of my things in my apartment before sitting on the cold floor looking out the big glass window. I stay there for about an hour. Watching the cars pass by.

I completely zone out. And before I knew it I was out cold on the cold wooden floor.

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I wake up to my head pounding and my body covered in goose bumps.

I groan pushing myself up from the floor walking into the bathroom.

I literally scared myself. It looks like I got hit by a bus. I look through my boxes looking for something to throw on; along with a toothbrush and some soap.

I let the hot water drip down my hair onto my skin. I apply some soap to my hair rubbing it in lightly. Along with covering my body in soap.

I let the hot water rinse my body clean before turning it off.

I throw my hair into a messy ponytail before throwing on an oversized sweatshirt with shorts.

I put my music full blast and start to unpack the boxes. I started in the kitchen and soon enough I was in my bedroom.

I was quite happy with myself. I just have to wait for couple more furniture pieces to come in and the house is complete.

I was way too lazy or tired to cook so I ordered some Chinese food and used my neighbor's WiFi to watch Netflix.

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Boring chapter I know.  Promise it gets better.