"Cry as hard as you can, but when you are finished make sure you will never cry for the same reason again."
                              POV Anita:
                              Today is a new day and everything will change. Okay, it's 7:30 am. Holden will be here at 7:50 am. I took a shower, curled my hair. I almost never wore dresses, but today since I am changing everything I decided to wear a skirt, a sweater and a scarf.
                              I went downstairs. Forrest wasn't at home. I made myself a coffee and already putting on nice ballers I heard doorbell ringing.
                              I went to open the door expecting to see Holden, but what I saw shocked me. Easton was standing in front of me. It looks like someone beat him up already.
                              I quickly closed the door. It's 7:48. Holden will be here very soon. I grabbed my jacket and went outside completely ignoring Easton, standing there.
                              Soon enough I spotted Holden's car pulling into driveway. I went and sat on a front seat.
                              "Hi." said Holden pulling me out of my thoughts
                              "Oh, hi." I answered awkwardly
                              "What is he doing here?" Holden asked pointing at Easton
                              "Believe me, I have the same question in my mind."
                              "Why are you eating so much candy?" Holden asked watching me 
eating candy after candy.
                              "Um, I eat candy when I have stress."
                              He started laughing.
                              "You eat candy all the time."
                              I joined him in.
                              "I have hard life."
                              We drove the rest of the way in silence, but it was a comfortable silence.
                              "And here is the school."
                              "Thanks again."
                              "If you want I can accompany you."
                              "Only if you want."
                              We went to school. It came out that we have first lesson together – Spanish. Finley and Whitney joined us.
                              Teacher started talking:
"Today we are doing project in groups. You are supposed to pick a Spanish speaking country and write as much as you can about it. Culture, traditions, artists, places and so on. Got it?"
                              "Yes." Weakly everybody answered
                              "The groups are : Emily, Brianna,..."
                              I was waiting for my name.
                              "Anita, Finley, Whitney, Holden" Oh thank you. Easton is not in our group. "Easton " Whaaat? No.
                              I sat between Holden and Finley. It came out that Easton was right in front of me.
                              Easton was looking right in my eyes. I looked away.
                              You don't miss me.
I should remember that.
I should freaking remember that! - I kept saying to myself 
                              The lesson ended. I was thankful for that. I stormed out of the classroom before anybody could say anything.
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                              I know a little boring chapter. I want to show that she is strong not to fall down again.
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