Yours Mine & Ours (Book 1 of 4) (Justin Bieber Love Story) ✔️

Chapter 39: Impossible

- 32 Weeks Pregnant -

"8 centimenters. Still not enough to push yet."

I glared at Meghan, "I need to push."

"No you don't." She didn't even look at me, "You need to keep that baby from tearing your uterus out with it." The she glanced at me, "No. Pushing."

I groaned and threw my head back on the pillow. Justin was holding my hand as I tried to get through the contractions, "Meghan, can I get one of those shots?"

"An epidural?" She stared at me, "I thought you wanted all natural."

"All natural is all pain. I want an out."

She nodded, "Ill be right back." I watched as she left the room and another contraction took over. I squeezed Justin's hand as hard as humanly possible and clenched my teeth. My mom had told me that once you started screaming it was impossible to stop, so after my initial scream, I had been holding everything in.

It was only a few seconds then Meghan came back into the room pushing a small tray ahead of her. I spotted the massive needle and nearly threw up.

"Okay, sit up and put your legs over the edge of the bed. Justin, hold her up." She mumbled as she started opening things up.

I moved to sit p but quickly fell back down, "No, I can't get up."

"If you want this epidural, you need to sit up."

"I literally can't sit up." I snapped at her, "I can't."

Thats when I saw a quick glance between her and the two nurses in the room and she dropped onto her stool and wheeled towards me.

I had been moved to a birthing suit so I had a bed with stir-ups. My feet were currently in them.

She barely looked between my legs when she looked at the nurse and nodded.

Never in my life had I heard somebody talk so casually s Meghan did, "Okay, Serrina. You're crowning. We are going to have a baby soon. I need you to push really hard on the next contraction."

What?

"My mom isn't here." I mumbled, "And the drugs? I need them." I was on the verge of crying.

"We can't do the epidural now. The baby is here. I can almost see her head." She glanced up at me and we made perfect eye contact, "You've been preparing for this for months. You know you're ready. Taylor is coming."

I bit my lip, "I didn't do birthing classes. We haven't even gotten a carseat." Now I was crying.

Then my body contracted and I threw my head back.

"Serrina, tuck your chin to your chest and push."

So I did. I jammed my chin into my chest and pushed as hard as I could. I wasn't sure if I was pushing properly, but this felt right.

"Okay, stop."

I let out a breath that I had been holding and let my head fall back, "Justin," I gasped and he bent down to my level, "My vagina will look so gross."

I was delusional.

Luckily, he just laughed, kissed my forehead, and went back to staring at our birthing daughter.

"Okay, Serrina, push."

I tucked my chin again and let out a small cry as I pushed.

"Stop."

I let out my breath. I reached for the small sheet covering my legs and looked over it at Meghan, "What if I poop?"

"We have cleanup detail down to a tee." She smiled, "Another push."

And hour passed, then another, then another. after an exhausting three hours of pushing Meghan told me to rest for a few minutes. That was my chance for ice chips and to catch my breath.

Meghan was still working on my down below area while I chewed.

"Im not seeing a lot of progress, Serrina."

I perched myself up on my elbows, "What do you mean? I've been doing this for hours."

"And she hasn't come out any more. Right now she still isn't in distress but if it comes to that be aware we will have to rush into a cesarian."

"That was the original plan." I shook my head, "Why do you look like thats a bad thing?"

She sighed, "Taylor is already in your cervix. In order to do a cesarian, we would have to push her back up."

"I don't want that."

"Me neither." I saw Meghan glance at my private area again, "We will keep pushing if thats what you want."

"I want to push."

She nodded, "Okay, next contraction."

I took a deep breath and waited. It wasn't long before I felt it, tucked my chin and pushed. Justin hand was being crushed by mine, but he didn't seem to mind.

I had to stop. It really hurt now. More than before.

I wanted to scream.

"Keep going," Meghan suddenly seemed very excited, "Big push."

I took in a deep breath and did it again.

Push.

It hurt so bad. I let out a scream then tucked my chin back in and pushed again. I heard Meghan laughing and knew it mush be good.

I felt a small relief and then let out my breath, shakily, with a small cry.

"Her head is out. Serrina, keep doing what your doing." I felt a few small tugs then Meghan nodded, "Okay, one more. Push."

I screamed as I pushed.

The last one.

Relief.

And a small cry.

Justin kissed my forehead, "Oh, Serrina. You did it." He was crying, "You did it. I'm so proud of you."

I looked up and saw Meghan holding up a baby. She was covered in blood, but under it all, that was my daughter.

"Meet Taylor." Meghan mumbled as she held the baby over my chest, "Open your gown." I tugged the front of my gown loose and they put her down on me, skin to skin.

I didn't care that she was screaming her head off. I didn't care that everybody had seen my vagina. I didn't care that my tits were in the open for everybody to see.

I had my daughter and that's all that mattered anymore.

"Dad, you want to cut the cord?"

Justin looked up from the baby to sniffle and nod. Meghan pointed out where to snip and Justin followed her directions. Taylor was then scooped away from me and taken to the scale.

"We're parents." Justin whispered in my ear, "I love you so much."

I smiled at him and grabbed his face, pulling it to mine and kissing him, "I love you more." I whispered into his lips.

I heard him laugh, "Impossible."

To continue the story, check out: Never Say Never (Book 2 of 4)(Justin Bieber Love Story)

Thank you for reading!

~Brittany