Please, Stay.

chapter four// lovely

Josh

I'm not gonna lie, I panicked. I thought about it for a bit before typing. Sorry, I can't do that.

i hoped Tyler would be able to understand, and he did. He said that's cool, I bet your still hot.  I felt myself blush, even though Tyler didn't even know he was talking to me. We then kept talking before he asked me if I had kik, and I didn't so I made an account quickly, but not putting my name anywhere in it.

Spookyjim:  Hi ty!

Tyjo: Spooky Jim? please tell me your name isn't Jim

Spooky Jim: God no lmao it's a nickname. tyjo??

I acted like I didn't know exactly what tyjo meant. Tyler Joseph, it's a combo of the two.

tyjo: Tyler Joseph, it's a combo of my first and last name

spookyjim: ohhh. well Tyler Joseph, where do you live?

Columbus Ohio, I knew this, hell, I knew where his house was.

tyjo: Columbus Ohio, you?

spookyjim: I live in Columbus too!

We then spent several hours talking about pointless stuff, and then we moved into talking about school, and friends. It was difficult to pretend I didn't know every single thing about Tyler. All his quirks, the way he laughs, the perfect way he walks, how he looks damn good in skinny jeans. I knew everything about this boy yet he knew so little about me, because he doesn't even know me. Tyler messaged me around 12:30 that night, right as I was about to go through his tumblr.

tyjo: hey wait
spookyjim: what
tyjo: I don't even know your name
spookyjim: oh. my names Josh
tyjo: really? that's crazy there's a really hot guy at my school named Josh.

Whether I liked it or not, I smiled so big when I saw that. Tyler Joseph thinks that I, me, Josh dun, am hot. I was so overjoyed I actually forgot to answer until he messaged me again.

tyjo: Josh?
tyjo: I'm sorry I shouldn't have said anything
tyjo: it's okay if you don't wanna talk to me anymore
spookyjim: what? God no! dude it's okay I'm gay too.

oh no, I thought, maybe I shouldn't have said that. oh my god what if he's not gay? what if he's Straight but knows a hot guy when he sees one?

tyjo: oh thank god. but if I ever find out who you are don't tell anyone cuz you're the only person I've told.
spookyjim: don't worry! secrets safe with me.
tyjo: hey look it's nice talking to you but I should get some sleep.
spookyjim: yeah me too. talk to you tomorrow?
tyjo: of course :)

But I didn't go to sleep, and it turns out Tyler didn't either, because at 3am, things got bad for ty.