Please, Stay.

chapter 10//baby

12/8/16 an: so. the authors note that i wrote back in september, it still applies. i cant bring myself to continue this story, as much as i want to. i really do. perhaps ill pick it up again next year but im just not in the right place to. i know this chapter is merely nothing but its all i have. im sorry

9/20/16 an: i could lie, tell you all im doing better and im in a good place to start writing again. but im not, i get worse every second im alive and im on the verge of suicide every night. Sure, ill try to write more even if its just for 3 people that read this story.
Here goes nothing.
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tyler
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The boy smiled down at me,
"tyler."
"j-wh-what?"
"you might not remember me, im josh dun"
"what? you're..him? whyre you here?"
suddenly it clicked. This is him, the boy i had been talking to.
"holy shit.." it was a mere whisper, but he heard me.
"may i?" asked josh, gesturing to the bed.
i nodded, but not too eagerly, as i didnt want to come off as pushy.
Josh sat down,
"so is it true?"
"is what true?"
"could you hear us?"
the younger boy thought, trying to remember.
He remembered hearing josh's voice, shaken and scared. the words he said were faded, but he could remember bits of it.
"yeah.." tyler trailed off.
he explained some of the words he had heard, but some of them werent real..
"im- sorry, josh i dont know what i was thinking. well- i do but, i ne-"
tyler was cut off when josh pressed his lips to the younger boys, silencing him. tyler kissed back, not wanting the moment to end. josh pulled back, and tyler faded away into black.