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Dear No One,

Music has been my substitute since I can no longer relay my problems to you. Ever since I shut you out, I can only turn to music. I write music, I play music, and I listen to the music. It helps me cope with everything. Whether it be to heal my broken heart, or lash out my anger from losing a basketball game, music shows me how to stop time. To sit back, and relax. To reflect and rethink my decisions. Yet whenever I think about my decision with you, my mind goes blank. Somehow every song makes me think about you. Even though you're constantly swimming in my mind, I still can't find a solution. If we started everything over, where would we be? If we ended things here, where would we be? I can't imagine either. All I want is an answer. But you have me waiting here till the ends of time. When are you going to tell me what you feel is best for us? When will you let me escape this constant numbing feeling, waiting for your answer? I just want to be able to see you happy while searching for my own. I want you to be happy. You're well aware of that by now. So please, if you want the same for me, please tell me your answer.

- Wanderer ❖

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