Komorebi

the truth 2

You've been gone for a couple of weeks, and you went back to your old place to get your things.

You thought they'd be packed already but were surprisingly not.

You didn't want to deal with Lucky, so you went while he was at work.

You walked into the master bedroom to see Lucky sitting at the end of the bed.

You gasped, "You scared me."

He just looked at you and didn't say anything.

"I thought you were supposed to be at work.." you entered the room.

"What are you doing here?" his voice was dry and he looked completely drained.

"You kicked me out, remember? I'm getting my stuff."

He just sat there watching you.  You couldn't read him, you had no idea what he could possibly be thinking.

You went to the bathroom to get your toiletries and other belongings.  You turned around Lucky was leaning against the doorframe.

"Are you seriously leaving me?"

He didn't change one bit from the last time I saw him.

"I can't stay."

"Why?" he interrogated, "What aren't you telling me, y/n?"

"What's already obvious." you replied referring to your new lover.

He shook his head and walked away.  "I can't believe you."

You felt so bad.  "I told you, I couldn't help it.  Lucky, you don't know how hard I tried to..not have feelings, but it was nearly impossible."

"You said that already." he scoffed.

"Because it's true, Blue!  I mean it when I say my back was against the wall, but I was always faithful!"

"Not really.."

"I couldn't help-"

"If you couldn't 'help it' then maybe you should do something you can help," he interrupted fiercely, "Help yourself goddamnit!  Help me, help us!"

You looked down ashamed, "I'm sorry."

"Yeah you are. We had everything, why'd you have to go and ruin it?"

You were so heartbroken at the sight of him being so frustrated and bent out.

"You're right." you admitted. "We did have everything and I did ruin it all."

"And there's absolutely nothing you can do about it?"

You approached him before giving him a hug. He didn't hug back which obligated you to hug him tighter.

"You know I will always love you." you whispered in his ear.

He lightly chuckled which pleasantly surprised you.

"Don't use that Whitney Houston bullshit on me.." Lucky finally looked you in the eye, "Goodbye."

"I'll see you again."