The Gayest Gay Who Ever Gayed-Phan

Spacing

AN: Ay sry I haven't posted in a while I have been obsessed with tumblr and im about to redo my covers so Yey and MCR is aLivE (maybe idk tho)
My tumblr is @ petrichor-mourning if you want some rl nice aesthetics bc I'm ur bitch wait what

"Oh look who finally decided he needed a halfway decent education like the rest of us." Ash said quite loudly over me and Gigi talking of the importance of androgyny and the unimportance of male nipples that somehow merged into one conversation.

I looked up to the direction Ash was talking in and made eye contact with chocolate orbs I almost got lost in. It was the guy from first hour and fUckiNg hElL I would love to get lost in more than his eyes. And now that he is standing I can see more and this boy must spend hours coordinating his outfits because everything on him is aesthetically pleasing. HuMnm maybe he coordinated his underwear too, I'd love t-

"Phil why are you staring intently on Dan's crotch?" Ash had put her hand on my shoulder to get me out of my gaze and everyone was looking at me with curiosity trying to cover the humour in their eyes.
"Umsryispacedout", Ash absentmindedly patted my shoulder and went back to eating. Ending the conversation with Dan they apparently were having as my imagination wondered to places.

I scooted towards the table more when Dan sat next to me. JeEz I caught a whiff of his cologne and I think I'm fangirling a bit too much over a guy I just met.

I mean I'm just me and he is like a fucking goddess and it doesn't mean anything that he scooted a little closer and his gaze fell on me a tad longer than usual that was 100% in my head.

I think

No don't get your hopes up Phil

You are nothing so don't fall for someone 5000°o0O times better than you

You are just an idiot

AN: y am I doing two authors notes??¿? Yes Phil is speaking in third person to himself.

QuEstiOn tHinG (I forgot about them for a couple chapters):
Ur favourite Troye Sivan song?
And if you don't know who that is educate urself.