And this is how it starts // matty healy fanfic

chapter 17 - what happened?

I feel numb inside.

This was supposed to be helping me, but it isn't.

It's almost been 6 months. Dr. Dun and I still meet and he still does the same thing.

Maybe it's my fault that all of this happens. Maybe I'm too flirtatious, or I'm just giving off the wrong message. Maybe it's just me.

I always leave his office covered in bruises all over me, especially on my wrists.

I regretted ever coming to this place. It's like hell on earth, and Dr. Dun was Satan.

I had to get out of here, but every time I bring it up to him, he gets mad at me and hurts me. All I can do is cry because if I scream, he will hurt me even more.

But today is going to be good. Matty is coming to see me and I'm so happy.

Matty keeps me alive.

I sat down in the lobby at a table and waited. Waited for Matty.

After a couple of minutes, he walked in and I have him the biggest hug ever.

I leaned in and kissed him for a long time. Oh how I missed his lips.

"I miss you so much Naomi." He said as he pulled out my chair.

I miss you too Matty." I smiled at him.

It was silent before I asked him a question.

"Hey, Matty, do you think I could leave here? I feel like I'm ready." I said to him squeezing his hands.

"Yeah, I was thinking the same thing. I was wondering if I could talk to your doctor about it. What's his name?....Dr. Dun. Do you know where-" I cut him off.

"You can't speak to him." I shouted a little too loudly.

Matty was startled. He went to grab my hands again but he stopped. He looked at my wrists.

"Why are you wrists bruised? Has anyone done anything to you?" He asked me with a stern voice.

"No.....no I'm fine it's nothing. You just can't go speak to Dr. Dun about it or anything." I said with my head down.

I jumped out of his chair and started marching towards Dr. Dun's office.

I started to cry which was the wrong thing to do.

"You can't go to talk to him about this okay?" I told him hoping that he wouldn't.

"I bet he did this to you didn't he? I'm going to fucking kill him." Matty said as he swung his office door open.

Dr. Dun turned around in his chair and smiled.

"Welcome Naomi! Oh, is this the Matty you always talk about? Hi I'm Dr. Dun, Nao-"

"I don't fucking care ok? Are you the one who's been bruising up my girlfriends wrists? Cuz if you are I'm gonna be pissed." Matty said as he moved towards Dr. Dun.

"Well calm down Mr. Healy. That's a very serious accusation that you are throwing around. You can't just blame someone for something you're not even clear about. It could possibly get you hurt...." He said.

Chills went down my spine as he said this. I don't have a good feeling about him.

He seems like he's good on the outside, but inside, he seems more sinister and evil than the devil himself.