The Last Teardrops

Teardrops 13

KANATA HONGO POV

THE NEXT MORNING.....

**ALARM CLOCK RINGS**

The sun peeked in my bedroom window,  I moaned from the tapping sunlight against my face as I turned off the alarm. 

I wondered how long I'd been sleeping. 

I blinked, shut my eyes, blinked again.

 I yawned until managed to fully open both eyes.   

My mind is fuzzy, the last remnants of a dream was being chased away by the realization that I am awake again.  

I had a nice dream, something about sitting in a big oak tree in meadow full of flowers but the details are fading fast even as I try to recall them.  

It was a really good night sleep. It was the first time in a long time that I was able to sleep this much.

But, something's missing. Something feels wrong and my heart feels heavy and incomplete.

This is clearly what it feels like to miss someone.

AH....Is it because recently, I stopped dreaming about ''HER''?

I've been wondering why?

However, that doesn't concern me at all, it's the idea of MISSING a stranger that makes me think something is wrong with me.

I deeply sighed.

I got up and grabbed the book I bought before. It was about dream interpretations.

I sat on the bed again and carefully read through the pages. And since it's my day off, I have a lot of free time today. Well, this is somehow relaxing.

As I read, something caught my attention.

It reads, ''A recurring person who keeps showing up in your dreams could reflect a feeling or desire that has not been successfully resolved in your waking "real" life. Unresolved feelings are uncomfortable and we tend to replay them in our subconscious minds. And if you don't know the person, you probably have a 'connection' with this person. Could be on a spiritual/soul level but if you are not aware of such a thing, it may not mean anything to you at the moment.''

''Geez... is it possible to fall in love with someone you have never met?''

I suddenly realized how ridiculous the idea was and I laughed. 

(HALA... NABALIW NA.. LAKAS TAMA AMP... HAHAHAHA....ALAM KO DI KO POV TOH PERO GUSTO KO LANG TALAGA MAGCOMMENT.... HAHAHA...)

''But still, if she's real. It wouldn't hurt to meet her, right?''

(SIGE. TALK TO YOURSELF PA MORE...! HAHA.. KAILANGAN TALAGA MAY SIDE COMMENTS?? HAHA.. TAGAL KASI NG POV KO EE...PERO KINIKILIG NA TALAGA AKO.. :D)

That time, I spent my time just thinking about her.  I kept on imagining how would she look. It feels like  solving a very difficult puzzle. It is ridiculous but I don't mind. 

IF.....JUST IF... 

SHE'S ANYWHERE IN THIS WORLD, 

I WONDER WHAT SHE'S CURRENTLY DOING RIGHT NOW?

AS AN ACTOR, DOES MY FAME ABLE TO REACH HER? 

AND

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DOES SHE EVEN KNOW THAT I EXIST?

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