2 days later.
That night I had a Miscarriage. Chris told me to go get the gun I didn't know we had. That was the night I was titled a murderer. That night my fiancé got charged for committing a crime we both know he didn't do. Try building a palace that's falling apart slowly. Shots to the leg turned to shots in the head. No one was charged for their death. It was a act of self defense.
.... So what Chris was charged for? He being accused of killing Mary and her unborn child. I been thinking lately why should i care she died or even her child. Hate is a very strong word and hate is what I felt when I Was told laying in a hospital bed covered in blood that your baby is not breathing. I was suppose to have the happy ending. When I was told my baby is basically dead I died that night with him. He was suppose to come home to two big brothers and a big sister. So tell me why shouldn't I feel the way I felt. That same night I put my kids to bed I was scared i would lose them. Try explaining to my babies ... My babies the baby I was having is no longer there and won't be there. You know what... I feel sorry for Mary and her unborn baby I also feel sorry for Nick and Mike. I was taught to never question god but God why me ?
