The love project sequel (kellic)

Chapter 6

~Vic~
I walked down the road, headed for Jaime's house. Tonight was the first love project meeting with Kellin and I was super nervous. I had tried to dress well wearing a snapback, black skinny jeans and my drop dead sweater.
As I got onto his driveway, I fell into step beside Kellin, who was also obviously hear for the love project session.
"Hi," I spoke softly, turning to look at him.
He was about to respond but before he could I lost my footing and completely fell over. I wasn't hurt or anything and picked myself up when I heard the amazing sound of Kellin's laughter behind me.
I squinted in the sunlight, looking up and seeing his smiling form. I joined him laughing a little too. He offered me his hand to help me up, which I gladly took. It sent a bolt of electricity shooting through my bloodstream when our hands locked together and then when I was met by his beautiful crystal blue orbs.
I blushed and smiled as we made awkward eye contact and he averted his gaze. We continued walking together until we reached the door. As we did so, his hand continually brushed mine, making me want to hold it tight and never let him leave me. Kellin knocked on the door and Jaime opened it, welcoming us both in.
All three of us got settled in his living room. He had set it up with two couches facing each other. He instructed us to sit on one and he sat on the opposite one facing us.
I sat down on the couch and Kellin sat practically next to the arm of the couch, as far away from me as he could possibly get. I was quite hurt by this; it felt like he was disgusted in me. I blushed only slightly in embarrassment and bit my lip looking down. I felt Jaime's eyes trained on me. I looked up to find they were filled with concern but I sent him a weak smile to let him know I'd be okay. He sent a fond smile back.
"Okay, so we all know why we're here, but I will tell you specifically why you are here today and what we will be doing," Jaime began.
"Firstly we will be evaluating where both are in the relationship and how you have gotten to this point. I'm going to start by asking you both have you completely broken up? You don't still do couple related things?" He asked us both.
I spoke up first.
"I would say we are completely broken up now and we never arrange to hang out, unless it's in a group," I told him, glancing at Kellin who nodded in agreement.
"Okay and when this first happened Vic how did you feel?" He asked me, noting stuff down on a pad of paper.
"I felt really isolated and depressed a-and..." I trailed off.
"It's okay you can go on. This is a safe speaking zone nothing you say leaves this room," Jaime assured me.
"And I didn't want to spend time with anyone else except Kellin. I drove myself crazy thinking about why he didn't love me a-and wishing I could be in his arms... Even just one last time," I spoke, whispering the last part and looking down.
"I was fine with it," Kellin spoke nonchalantly, causing me to feel so ridiculous and clingy.
"Is this really how you felt? You didn't miss the company of your boyfriend at all?" Jaime frowned.
"No, not one bit," Kellin said, looking at me as though he wanted to hurt me.
It was working. I stood up and calmly left, determined not to let him see me cry.
I couldn't believe he didn't miss me one bit. I couldn't concentrate on anything else but him and I still desperately needed him in my arms. I felt cold and worthless as I made my way out of Jaime's house.

A/N: so I feel like we're finally getting into the story line a bit more now and I'm going to try and update every other day. Thank you so much for reading and I hope you enjoyed. Please let me know if you're are excited for this book or your thoughts on it so far in the comments.