Strong Love

Chapter 11

** Cali's POV **  

Sam and I came in from our talk outside and went into the lounge room. I could hear yelling upstairs. I wonder what's going on I thought to myself. Then I hear an upstairs door slam shut, but before I could see who it was Sam put his lips up to mine and started kissing me. I went along with it. Then all a sudden Sam pulls away and I turn to see Jc standing there looking really freakin pissed. "Are you ok buddy?" Sam asks him standing up. But before He could say anything else Jc punched him right in the face!

Sam fell to the ground in pain. "WHAT THE FUCK JC!" Sam yelled putting his hand up to his already bleeding noes. Connor and Chelsea run in from their pancake making to see what's going on. Sam's nose was bleeding badly. Jc ran out the front door and I followed him into the darkness outside, I caught up to him. "What the hell was that about Jc?!?" I asked really mad. "I can't talk about it." He said firmly. "Jc! You can tell me anything! Now why did you freakin punch my boyfriend in the face?!?" I asked getting more angry. "He doesn't deserve you Cali!" Jc said stopping in the middle of the road. "What do you mean?!?" I replied. "Don't worry about it." He said shaking his head. "I want to know." I said grabbing his arm. "All you need to know is that you're making the wrong choice. And I love you..." Jc said kissing me on the for head. "Jc... You can't" I said looking into his eyes. "I know." He said hugging me and we went back to the house. 

As we walked in the door I saw Sam holding a tissue on his nose and Connor and Chelsea where sitting by his side. "Fuck you!" Sam said getting up. "Are you serious!?!" Jc said walking closer to him, I grabbed his arm and made him stop. Connor was holing Sam back and I was trying te get Jc into his room with out him hitting Sam again. "EVERYONE SHUT THE HELL UP!!!" Chelsea yells at us. Everyone went quiet and I pushed Jc towards his room, we went in and shut the door. I lent against the door and slid to the ground. "Sorry." Jc said sitting on his bed, looking to the floor. "It's ok." I said taking a deep breath. I didn't know what I was going to do now, I guess I should probably stay here with him. "Jc, could you please tell me?" I asked looking up at him. "Cali, I can't tell you. I'm really really sorry." He said quietly. I nodded my head and laid on the ground on my phone. Jc came and laid next to me looking at me. "What?" I asked with a giggle. "Nothing." He said turning away smiling. I sat back up and put my phone in my pocket. "So what do you want to do?" I asked looking at Jc. "I'm not sure." He said getting up and going on his computer. I just sat there and stared at him, I got a feeling that I've never felt before.. Well at least I don't think I've ever felt this way. He put on the song Riptide, I kinda considered this mine and Jc's song and I knew he did too. He sat on his bed and looked at me down on the floor. I know he probably got creeped out but I was just staring at him, this song reminded me of him leaving me at the airport. It bought back all the pain I felt that day although I don't have to feel it anymore because he's right here with me. A single tear escaped my eye. "Are you alright?" Jc said sitting next to me on the ground. "I'm fine." I said wiping it away and smiling at him, but this time it wasn't a fake smile and that wasn't a tear of sadness. I was a tear of joy. 

*** 2 hours later ***

I must have fell asleep on the floor. Jc was on his bed, sleeping I guess. I quietly exit his room and walk into the lounge room. I see Sam still here watching T.V. with a little dry blood under his nose. "Cali, why where you with Jc and not me?" He asked sounding pissed. "I just needed to calm him down." I said sitting next to him. "You guys didn't do anything... Did you?" Sam asked me. "Of cores not, I don't cheat Sam.." I said giving him a serous look."Ok." He wrapped his arms around me. "I love you." He said in my ear. "I.. I love you too." I said pushing myself to say it. But for some reason I don't actually think I meant it. I pulled away said goodnight to him and went up into Kian's room. He was still awake on his phone in his bed. "Do you know what happened?" I asked shutting the door. "Yeah, Connor told me." He said turning off his phone. " I don't even know what it was about." I said sitting on the ground. "Yeah, well don't you worry about it. It will hopefully all blow over soon." He said looking at me. "Yeah I hope you're right." I said back. "Ok well I'm going to go back to my apartment, make sure they don't try to kill each other again." I said walking out. "Alright, bye Cali." he said before I shut the door.

It was about 12 now and Jenn and Andrea where asleep. I walk up to my bathroom attached to my room. I turn on the light and look at myself in the reflection. Eww, is that seriously what I've looked like all day?!? I look disgusting. My hair's so messy, my face is so ugly, I'm so fat! Sam probably did cheat on me, because I'm so freakin ugly! Jc probably feels sorry for me and Kian's probably just frost to be my friend along with Andrea, Jenn, Chelsea, Connor, Trevor and Ricky.. How could I have even gone out like this?!? I look down a my wrist to reveal old cut marks that I once had. NO! I thought to myself. You arn't going to start that again Cali! You are the girl that everyone looks up to, one that has a perfect life with perfect people who make up happy! As stuck up and selfish as this might sound.... That girl actually isn't happy.