Being pansexual in a very small christian town is hard for me. Also being one of the only atheists doesn't get me too far either. My friends support me and all, but other people are so judgemental, sometimes when school was in session, I would come home crying and not stop until I fell asleep.My mom didn't do anything about it, mainly because she doesn't know half the shit going on in my life. I was (still am) scared to tell her I'm pansexual. And it seems that I can never manage to stay in a relationship for more than 7 months. Plus, people think I'm socially awkward. But I can't do anything about it. But its not that my love life is bad, it's just that some people can't look at me as something other than a "fag" or a "satanic" (even though I don't worship the devil).