fuck his promises. || jc caylen

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an / hello this is my 2nd book even though i really haven't finished my first one I'm sorry, anyways i know o2l's been over for a while but who tf cares #o2lforever. 😽

"Hey what's up guys it's Lauren back with another video!" I see myself say with a little to much excitement as I edit my next youtube video for Friday. I look down at my phone turning up the
song No Future by Blink - 182 "They don't care about you and your future" I sing softly to myself, I then look at the time seeing that it was exactly 3 a.m. I decided to end editing for the day and start up after school later. I save everything and shut off my MacBook, I plug in the phone making sure my alarm for 6:30 a.m. is on and climb into bed.

Hi, hello, wats up, yo homie g, okay I need to stop myself my name is Lauren if you missed that part in the first paragraph. And yes I am a youtuber, at least I would like to to think of myself as one, I'm a senior in high school and I have wanted to do this my entire life, start a career in making videos, something in entertainment, I love getting people to laugh it's my favorite feeling in the world. Anyways my channel just hit 1 million subs !! I know 1 million!¡ I never thought that 400 people would know my name, that fact that 1 million people know I exist blew my mind. And yes I do graduate soon actually very very soon, in 2 weeks I know it's so close I'll finally be done with school, I mean theres college  too but for the mean while this is nice to get a break.

So I live in a small town in rainy old gross Washington the fact that more than half the time it's pouring down rain here makes me want to fling myself over a cliff. I've lived in the grumpy little town for 17 years and I am just over Washington, I'm ready for a bright, sunny place, that lifts my spirits *hiiiint* *hhhiiiiiint* Caliii?! Yes Cali! Since my channel hit 1 million subs and my 18th birthday is coming up soon my manager thought it would be great thing to move out to California but not just drop me off there and leave me, he said he had a home for me and all my furniture and most clothes are already there, the thing is it's a surprise I have no idea were he put me, I can't wait to see were it is, you don't understand I'm shaking with excitement just thinking about it. Okay well I might want to get to bed hinting the fact that I only have two and a half hours a sleep left oh well, goodnight. xX

AN // I hope you guys likes this chapter it's a little odd but just stay with me. & yes i really do live in a small tiny town in Washington we only have 19,000 people here soo. 🙄 but anyways hope you liked it and again just stay with me here i "promise"? it will get better. 😇 ALSO IT IS 3 IN THE MORNING WHEN I WROTE THIS OKAY LOL BYYE . xX