fuck his promises. || jc caylen

fourteen,

I was upset with Noah. I knew we would talk again, I'm just not sure how long we wont talk.
I didn't want Noah to take over my whole mind so I started to unpack some stuff like makeup, clothes, electronics stuff like that. After about 10 minutes of unpacking I get most of my main things done with. I remember we're shooting a video so I decided to get ready for that.

I put on my face and when I say my face I mean "my face".  I put on a Washington Huskies sweater showing the college I always wanted to go to. I then threw on some basketball socks then some gray joggers. I flipped my hair into a short pony tail and slipped on my white and black Nike sandals.

"LAUREEEEEEEEEEEEEEN!!" Trevor sings opening my door. I spin around picking up my phone from my bed, "Ready for your first video as a member of O2L?!"
"Ready as I'l ever be." I smirk following Trevor downstairs to where Ricky was setting up the camera. Connor on his phone as was Sam. And Kian and Jc playing with wishbone sliding him across the floor.

Jc looked up at me, whispered something into Kian's ear than walked up over to me. "Hey Lauren, you should sit next to me when we film." "Uh yeah sure."

"Umm chop chop." Ricky claps basically telling all of us to get ready. "Okay Lauren so we'll say our intro than we'll announce we have a new member then you pop in sound good?" Connor says to me. "Sounds great." I smile.

I go over and sit on the kitchen counter, watching the boys film their intro. I was waiting when my phone buzzed on my leg, surprisingly a text from Noah.

N:"Hey Lauren. Sorry. I didn't mean to be such a dick :(."

L:"Hey it's okay, I shouldn't have been a bitch. :/"

N:"Will you ever forgive me?"

L:"Of course, I gtg I'm filming with the guys talk to you later <3."

"Lauren. We need you." I see Kian say as I pop my head up from my phone. I jump down from the counter and the boys do a countdown and drum roll for me. I jump onto them and land on Jc. I then sit in between him and Sam. The whole time Jc kept rubbing my thigh or back and I have to say I didn't mind.

"Okay guys now that we have the princess here we're gonna ask her come questions." Sam says to the camera. "We all have made up one question for Lauren and she has to answer them." Ricky adds in. "K I'm ready."

"Okay Lauren have you ever had a boyfriend and if so how many?" Connor asks me.
"Yes I have had a couple boyfriends. I've had three relationships and only one lasted for a long time. A year actually."

Next was Ricky's question.
"Okay Lauren possibly the most important question you will get. Whose your favorite pokemon?"
"You know I used to be really into that when I was like seven. I had about 300 cards." I say to Ricky.
"But you don't have a favorite?" He asks with a dropped jaw.
"Nope sorry." I shrug as the guys laugh.

"Me next." Trevor says sitting up. "Lauren can you sing?"
"Well I mean to my mind yes. I want to make a full career in music but only time will tell."

"Ok ok me now." Sam says "Lauren have you ever dyed your hair or will you ever want to if not?"
"I actually died my hair dark purple when I was 14 and the next color I want to do is silver I just haven't gotten the guts or time to do it."

"Now the actual important question." Kian says raising his eyebrows looking at the camera. "Before you came down here, did you have a recent boyfriend?"
"Well I had a quote 'thing' with a person but we were never official."

"Alright now the big man's question." Jc says sitting up. "Do or have you ever had a crush on.... any of the members in O2L. And you can't count yourself because 'technically' you're a member now."
"I uhh.. I did have a crush about less then a year ago." I blush.
"Well tell us!" Ricky says.
"Okay.." I say trying to stale as long as possible.
"I sorta had a crush on Kian."

The couch went wild. All the boys yelled while Kian just laughed and Ricky gave a fake kind of disgusted face.

*the picture up top*

While Jc left the room, and I didn't know if it was to be funny or if he was mad but he came back about a minute later saying he just needed to use the bathroom.

Kian kept tapping my shoulder looking at me trying to make me blush or do something. God I knew they would never let it down, and the thing is my crush was actually on Jc I just wasn't gonna tell him that because I still kind of liked him.

I did the outro with the boys and they non stop nagged me about my little crush for Kian. I laughed it off and told them I would be in my room to finish unpacking.

After about two hours of unpacking Kian swept into my room. "Hey Lauren." He says sitting on my bed. "Hey Kian." I say trying to hang up my clothes. "So you have a little crush I heard."
"Wonder how you did." I laugh putting away my last piece of clothing. "How about I take you out to lunch?" He asks getting up and holding me to the wall. "I don't eat very much." I say looking down. "We can get some ice cream than." He says tipping my head up with his finger and winking at me. It was only Kian and I in that room and after staring at each other for some time we kissed. It was soft and sweet but also rough because he held me down to the wall. I didn't really mind it though.

We broke away from the kiss "See you in 10?" He smiles at me "Totally." I smile gushing.
I fall to the ground and scream. Into a pillow.

HOLY SHIT I JUST KISSED KIAN LAWLEY OKAY YEP LETS DIE NOW BECAUSE WE HAVE TO LIVE WITH HIM BUT THE FUNNY THING IS WE ACTUALLY LIKE JC WTF IS WRONG WITH ME.