fuck his promises. || jc caylen

eleven,

The past two days flew by, I mainly just sat in my room and made videos to post later that week. I texted Trevor , Connor, and Ricky a lot Sam and Kian once in a while and Jc never. I don't know but we don't talk at all. I've never talked to the guy and the other five I talk to more than my own father, hell I talk to my own father more than I do Jc. I really don't know that to think of him, He seems hella cool online but you never know people can change in person, trust me online I try to keep this huge smile but really all I feel is emptiness and like my head is cloudy. I talk to one of my close friends Autumn about how I feel about it and she was saying I was probably depressed and shouldn't go to California but me being me I just told her it was probably just a pass over and I'll be fine soon.

It was about 9 in the morning when Kirra text me and tells me she'll be at my house in 10 minutes and wear "cute workout gear." I throw on a sports bra and camouflage pants, I was planning on wearing something comfortable like this on the flight so I'm happy I was able to still have all this stuff. I wait about 5 more minutes and I hear a honk outside I throw on my shoes and grab my keys to the house. I run downstairs and lock the door behind me. I look at the car and see that Morgan was in the back and Brett was in front. I sit in the back with Morgan and Brett throws me a water bottle.

"Here Lauren, you'll need this for today." He says winking at me ,
"Um well what exactly are we doing?" I ask
"Fucking." Brett replies faster than the speed of light, "No" Kirra says looking at me through the mirror, "We're grabbing Noah and going to hike Stormking before you go."

Stormking is a 6 mile hike up and down me and my brother used to do for fun all the time before he died in a car crash, he was the only glimpse of hope I had. My mother left, and my sister died of a drug overdose, yeah my life's pretty perfect.

Noah jumps in the car and we blare Arctic Monkeys, Sleeping With Sirens, Green Day and Blink - 182 the whole ride there. Once we got there Brett asked me to walk with him and stay back from the group.

"So California huh?" He asks me breaking the silence "Yeah I'm sick and tired of this place." I say rolling my eyes. "You're moving in with a bunch of guys..?" He asks having his voice fade.
"You won't forget me right..?" He says having a baby voice. "Brett of course not."

We walk about a mile in silence until he springs a question on me that he already knows the answer to. " You're virgin right?" He says smirking at me pulling me closer. "Yes Brett you know I want to save sex for marriage." I say pulling away. "Hey Lauren are you sure just  live a little." He says stopping me in my tracks. "No Brett thats okay." I try to go around him but he steps in front of me every time "Brett just let me go." I say looking up at this 6'2" giant as I'm only 5'6". "Not till you give me what I want." He growls picking me up and going off the trail. He throws me on the ground and tells me to take my pants off, I don't listen to him and every time I didn't I got hit. If I screamed I got hit. If I tried to do anything in my favor I got hit.

I scratched this guy till blood was under my finger nails. By this time he had gotten my pants off but not my shoes. I kicked him so hard in the balls that he probably wont be able to have kids. He stayed silent as he fell to the ground I through my pants on and yell for Kirra and Morgan. I hear people running down the trail which I was assuming was Morgan, Kirra and Noah but I could also heard Brett trying to get up. I decided to run up the trail hoping to run into them, I luckily did. I body slammed into Noah having my fall backwards towards Brett. I grab Noah so tight I never thought I would let go. He picked my up as Kirra and Morgan had gotten closer they ran forward to try to unlock the car. Noah and I were close behind, he lays me in the backseat and all I could see was the world spin before everything goes dark.