A man who is unhappy will find many reasons to justify himself being so.
That being said, I have spent the this week going through my friends list. Remembering people who have effected my life and making note to them.
Trying to find gratitude.
My days lately have been walked in shadows of a dark cloud hovering over head. Gloomy and raging without rain.
No relief really.
A gratitude list became so very important. Thinking of the best was a must.
I'm sure I took many by surprise with a message from out of the blue.
I remember their kindness. Their patience. Their love. Their respect. Their compassion.
I will never understand why I never saw this before. These virtues as they were before me. How I threw it over my shoulder and never looked back at it.
Just walking forward. Never looking back at it till now. Like pennies in the wishing well.
Like standing between two worlds wobbling either side of a tight wire walking an endless line of casting doubt and over confidence.
These people have helped me along the way. Helped me through the fire. Worked long side of me in the deepest of my hells.
This life has afforded me many good moments. Many good people have shaped me. Molded me. I am eternally grateful.
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