Do You Love Me?

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One thought has been racing through my mind the past week, 'Does the Doctor love me?' I must admit that I've had feelings for him for a while. When he was David Tennant, he was my celerity crush. Now, my feelings were growing, and everyday, I wanted to ask him. But how do you bring a conversation like that up? How do you ask someone that? Should I just go up to him as say, "Hey, I think I love you, do you love me?" No. That would be embarrassing and what if he didn't feel the same.

He did say that I was most important to him, but that could mean nothing. I was crying, he could have just been trying to comfort me. But, then again, he may have been telling the truth.

They say love is tough, well I would agree. Having feelings deeply for someone, and then not knowing how to express it, or show it. Hell, I'm even scared to admit it. So, I just stay in my bed on the Tardis. I have no clue what I'm going to do. Maybe I'll just hide the feelings until they go away, but I have a feeling that that won't happen, the feelings are just too great. Feelings like this just don't go away.

At first, when he was my crush, I liked him for his smile, personality, his role as the Doctor, just him. But now, I really don't know why I like him. Of course I love him for all he's done and everything from before, but now, I have no clue why I have such deep feelings.

I sigh and admit that I went be sleeping for the rest of the night, so I just lie in my bed, wrapped in the warm, thick blanket. It's a nice room, pretty big, well at least bigger than my old one at my tiny one bedroom flat that I barely could afford. Now, that place was miles away. Hundreds of years away. The Tardis had been set to just drift through space from where we last landed, which was the Scarlet Nebula. Lots of things seem to be happening at nebulas. Just last week, we visited three. First the Eagle, than Red Square and Horsehea. Finally, we decided to come to the Scarlet Nebula.

I just decide to toss and turn all night, I can't seem to fall asleep with so much on my mind. With all the things I've seen in space and all the things that are going on in my life, I couldn't force myself to sleep, no matter how much I wanted to. So, I finally give up, I untangle myself from my covers and make my way to my door. I exit the opened door and slowly creep to the Tardis controls, the Doctor hadn't been sleeping well, probably because of me and my weird brain, he tended to work on the Tardis, but I didn't see him at all in the control room.

So, I crept to his room. I peaked through the opened door to see no Doctor. I was starting to worry a bit, but then again, the Tardis is huge, he could be anywhere on board. So I sigh and go back to my room down the hall. I enter my room and climb back in the covers, making myself a human burrito who can't move. I close my eyes, but to my luck, still can't sleep.

After about an hour of not sleeping, I hear some movement at the Tardis controls. I smile sightly, even though I'm exhausted. I unravel myself from the blanket and get up out of bed. I go to my door and peak my head out. I defiantly heard movement by the Tardis controls. I smile again and exit my room and walk down the hall to the Tardis controls. There, I see the Doctor, in his brown suite, with his hair all spiked up.

Noticing my presence, the Doctor looks up from the Tardis controls and asks, "Chloe, I didn't wake you, did I?"

"No, I couldn't sleep," I sit on one of the seats in the Tardis, near the Doctor.

"Well, what's on your mind?" I look into his eyes and melt a little.

"Can I ask you something, and get an honest answer? One hundred percent true?" The Doctor leans forward in the Tardis a bit, staring into my blue eyes.

"Oh course, Chloe. You can ask me anything."

"Doctor..." I hesitate, not knowing what I should say next. Finding the right words to say, I ask, "Do you love me?"

~~A/N: Cliffhanger!!

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