Harry Styles BSM

46. He Came Home From Tour (HS)

AGE 14

I’m at home with mom waiting for my brother’s arrival. Well he’s going to spend his vacation with us since he haven’t got any time with us and he has his own flat near studio so yeah. Mom woke me up early so that I can help her prepare the house and the food for him. I didn’t complain though, I just helped her.
After a few hours of cleaning and cooking we’re finally done, so she sent me to my room to take a bath and have a nap since he’ll arrive at late afternoon.

I decided to just hang around on my bed first before taking a bath. These past few months, we actually haven’t got any good kind of communications at all, yep we texted each other but only for a good amount of minutes and then he’s back on doing his stuffs. What will I do when he arrive? Will I stay with him? Or just greet him then go back to my room?

“I’ll just go with the flow” I told myself before going to the bathroom to have a good bath. A couple of minutes later, after taking a bath I decided to just wear leggings and a loose shirt since it’s just him and he’ll arrive in a few hours so I grabbed my laptop and watched a movie till mom came barging into my room.

“He’s on his way home hun, he’ll be here maybe in ten” she said

“Okay, I’ll be down in a minute” I mumbled then she went back downstairs. Do you know that feeling when you really have nothing in your mind like it’s blank just a deep bottomless void of space with nothing in it and it doesn’t seem to work which makes me more annoyed.
I just shrugged and tidy up my room a bit even though I know he won’t go in here then I head out. I went straight to the kitchen and grabbed my chips then went to the lounge and continued my movie. A couple minutes later I heard an engine outside then I saw my brother getting out of the car

“Mom! He’s here!” I yelled then in a flash my mom ran towards the front door and opened it then tackled Harry in a bone crushing hug

“Miss you too mom” He said hugging her back chuckling softly

“Oh my God, you look really mature on that new hair-cut of yours” mom said and Harry just laughed till he looked at me. I was stood there, frozen, deep inside I wanted to be the first one to tackle him in a hug like I do every time he came home when I was a kid, I want him to hug me tight and I’ll never let go until mom have to pry me off of him, I want everything to be back the way it was like before, but I don’t know I really want to do the things I do when he arrive like before but I just can’t make myself to do so. I gave him a sly smile which he returned, I still haven’t moved still staring at him while he stare back at me

Mom interrupted us dragging Harry with him towards the kitchen, well I heard her talking about the food that she cooked earlier today so maybe she’s going to let him eat. Harry gave me a ‘Help-me-get-out-of-this look” but I just laughed giving him thumbs up. I don’t know whether to follow them or just continue my movie here, but I chose the latter, I made my way towards my room, plopped down on my bed then plugged my earphones then blasted songs blocking the world.

You know that feeling when you just plugged your earphones on and then suddenly your life became a music video? Yeah very dramatic, but that’s the way I feel every time I have my earplugs blasting some music on my ears. My daydream was sabotaged by someone yanking my earplugs away from my ears. I look up and saw the person I thought won’t set a foot into my room, guess who? Harry, yay! I don’t hate him or something but I just feel a bit shy and awkward, it’s been awhile since we’ve talked so.

“Oh hey Harry” I told him

“Don’t ‘oh hey harry’ me, where’s my hug?” he said pouting while his arms crossed over his chest. He looked like a spoiled little brat who’s asking his mom to give his dummy back

“Erm…” I stood then walked towards him then awkwardly gave him a hug then I came back to my original place. I don’t know what to do, I just don’t want to disappoint him, maybe I don’t know, I’m just a bit shy. Then an awkward silence fell upon us, a thick kind of silence, were just sitting there staring at each other, I don’t know what to say to him but in all honesty I really want to hug him really tight and tell him how much I miss him

“Okay this awkward silence is a bit deafening don’t you think?” he said with a light chuckle and I lightly chuckled back then again, we don’t know what to say, nope we didn’t argue, we never fight actually, it just feels like in just a snap like thing have changed and yeah.

“I missed you, you know that” he said

“Me too” I told him. Then another silence.

“Okay, I’ll just go then” he said, a frown forming into his face. He stood up going towards my door when I sprinted towards him tackling him into a hug. For the first time this day I let my heart decide what to do, I let go of the things holding me back from doing what I wanted. Surprised, he stumbled a bit backwards, luckily his clumsy endless legs were able to hold us both so we didn’t fall. Then he hugged me back, he seriously hugged me back which brought tears into my eyes.

“I’m sorry” I told him

“I just don’t know what to do , I thought you’ve changed and I’m just shy and I really missed you more than you’d ever know” I told him still not letting go

“Oh Y/N if you know, I really missed you too. I love you kitten”

“I love you too”

“Come on dinner’s ready, then we’ll head to my room for some movie night”

Update. Yay! Apoligies for everyone since my school life has been chaotic and yep I'll be honest, I've never have time to write so yep. Haha